05/30/2021 12:53 AM  crying i hate crying. i hate when people say that its good to cry because it helps get your emotions out so it helps you feel better but it really doesnt. i get snotty, my eyes burn as i hiccup my way through shallow breaths and awkward cries of of discomfort. i hate the confusion of crying. its so overwhelming and intense that i dont know what im feeling because its all just too much. then once im done im so tired and achey that i just go to sleep and by the time i wake up i cant even rememeber what i was upset about. i hate the way people treat you when you cry. sometimes people get angry and tell you theres no reason for you to be crying, say your faking and being dramaric. sometimes people treat you like a baby, like your imcompetent and cant be trusted alone just because youre sad. i wish i could scream. scream until my voice gives out so when i cry so i dont make any noise, so i dont bother anyone. so i can just be alone with the way that i feel. 0 Comments

03/14/2021 11:37 PM  appearances i hate how everyone lies about looks. no one every tells you the truth on if your pretty or ugly it all depends on how they feel about you. people say their friends and family memebers are pretty because they love and care about them but when its someone they dont like they immediatley jump to insulting how they look. why cant people be honest and say beauty matters. it obviously does theres no one who truly doesnt care about looks, me included. i wish i didnt. i wish i wasnt superficial like everyone else but everyone says that and no one ever stops being shallow. i guess ill just get over it. 0 Comments

03/06/2021 11:39 PM  current fav songs Current mood:  headphones saline solution - wilbur soot when you sleep - my bloody valentine weird honey - elvis depressedly inside you - elvis depressedly overhwleming face too close to mine - enjoy necrosis - narrowhead stay - narrowhead fluorescein - abandoned pools going to bed now - modern baseball youngest daughter - superheaven in-between - titlefight i was all over her - salvia palth ride - lana del rey not allowed - tv girl structure - odd sweetheart blondie - current joys freaks - surf curse ribs - lorde sex on fire - kings of leon 505 - arctic monkeys 0 Comments

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