clearing my head
Current mood:  disappointed

carbon copy

i’m a carbon copy of the one i claim to hate most

i can never get away from my roots 

how much i try and change 

i wanna be different 

be a good person 

i don’t wanna 

be like him 

i can’t 

do 

it

i look like him ,talk like him ,think like him 

i am him.

it seems like i’m my father reincarnated 

a monster 

abusive, manipulative monsters 

i changed my last name, but i’m still like him 

hurting everyone in our paths 

i just can’t stop, i want to

but i don’t at the same time 

i love the rush it gives me 

but still i will always 

be a carbon copy 

i won’t escape 

his shadow 

ever