10/27/2020 11:47 PM  regrets do you ever sit back and reflect on the choices you've made throughout your life, and think about how much you want to go back and redo some things. we always say "I don't regret anything, but if I could go back and change somethings I would" like isn't that the same thing as having regrets?????? i feel like we should be more accepting of our regrets because without them we would probably be making the same stupid decision over and over again without learning something. its okay to be regretful, its okay to wish you could go back and do, or maybe not do, whatever it is that you did, or didn't do. i always say to myself i wish i could go back in time and be as outgoing as i am now, but then i realize IM OUTGOING RIGHT NOW. i can do whatever it is i wished to do back then, right now!!! its confusing, its contradicting, its all of the above but i guess what im saying is that being regretful is totally acceptable, but dont get TOO wrapped up in them, just make the change you wish you did back then. idk if this made any sense but oh well.  0 Comments

10/23/2020 12:32 PM  style Current mood:  confident ive been really getting back into style and feel so free whenever I am able to express myself through my outfits. I've been feeling more and more confident to branch out of my comfort zone with style. just need more money hehe. 0 Comments

10/19/2020 08:23 PM  spirituality Current mood:  weird growing up i was forced into religion and was brainwashed to believe that any faith that wasn't Christianity was wrong and that I would go to hell. but as I grew older I realized that I didn't really believe in God. I've always struggled with my faith and whether I consider myself a Christian or not. However, recently I've come to the realization that spirituality and religion really go hand in hand, and basically are the same thing. The one thing i hated about being religious was that i was taught that certain peoples lifestyles were sinful and that I was supposed to conform to living a life that Jesus would want me to live. but what about what i wanted? as i grew older i learned more and more about meditation, manifestation, and the universe, which all sounded extremely similar to the customs of christianity. however i found peace in being able to have absolute control over my life and being able to manifest the things that i wanted, and being unapologetic and grateful for it. lately I've been wanting to get into crystals and tarot cards, however i was always taught in my upbringing that all of it was taboo or that i was crazy for wanting to pursue these things. but honestly im tired of living with the fear of other peoples opinions, so im ordering crystals and tarot cards BYEEEE. also sorry for poor grammar im just lazy. also i totally need my missing amazon package to come in. 2 Comments

10/15/2020 11:34 PM  brandy Current mood:  jolly literally i cannot stop listening to brandy she is one of the most iconic celebrities of all time.... BABY BABY BABY BABYYYYY DONT U KNO THAT UR SO FINEEEEEEE! 2 Comments

10/15/2020 09:28 PM  school!!! Current mood:  accomplished omg i passed my first 8 week classes with a's :) 0 Comments

10/13/2020 12:43 PM  what is this and what am i doing Current mood:  strong so i feel im in victorious like im on the slap.com, anyways hey I'm joel i feel like im on myspace like i feel like my older siblings >:) 1 Comments

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