10/17/2020 03:57 PM  i am rambling :3 this has like become a diary now. does anyone read these? if ur reading this comment pls :D i wanna see hehe anyways. i really hope that ill push thru and actually make it to college and not drop out. i am too loyal 2 my comfort zone. but i need to grow! i hope that i get to grow up and do great things n find my soulmate. things seem so hopeless! the only other dreamer i knew died not even a month ago. i wonder if ill make it. i wonder what i even want 2 do! i think that i just want 2 be happy. no matter where i am or what i end up doing. i really hope that im surrounded by the ppl i love and that they all love me just as much as i love them. i deserve better than my past. my past sucked butts. 0 Comments

10/16/2020 02:46 PM  where will we b? Current mood:  sleepy i pulled an all nighter for my midterm. i cannot believe i am in college and im going to move to japan. its so odd bc ive dreamed abt it since i was little a lot of things i dreamed about ended up never happening. sometimes it feel like my dreams r destined to be false. i hope this dream comes tru i will make sure my dream comes tru. i keep thinking abt how i hold myself back bc i am afraid of things i am afraid 2 move out. and leave my mom im afraid 2 be alone. but i wont be? i kinda wanna cry just a little i know i deserve the things i want! so why don't i feel like i can have them 0 Comments

10/15/2020 11:32 PM  baby killer!!!!!!!!!! my DOG killed a baby gecko today. he is insane  why r animals like this  do u think dogz hav morals?  0 Comments

10/13/2020 05:51 PM  frenz Current mood:  mellow i wonder why i get so sad that some of my friends dont like me as much as i like them  is it inevitable? i shouldnt worry abt it,  im just glad im making more friends! hopefully one day i wont worry anymore  i think i am secure right now though  happy timez 0 Comments

10/12/2020 10:39 PM  do u think angels r real!! thats it that is my question do u think angels r real i think they r and it is so cool when my friend died i went thru a really rough time  i think i am still in it but the first couple of days were the worst!! but random little good things kept happening to me and he kept showing up in my dreamz. & i could hear his voice saying things that made me feel better without even thinking them.  i miss him sm and he is so cool.  i think angels r real 0 Comments

10/12/2020 10:35 PM  this is so fun Current mood:  bouncy nobody knows who i am on here that is so cool!!  anyway i think i am slowly achieving my dreams but it is so much scarier than i thought i wanted to go to college in japan since i was a baby! but college expenses r so scary especially bc my dorkass dad is cutting us off now that im 18 (im the youngest) i hope i succeed beyond my wildest dreams so that i can make people proud n make my dad regret being so mean i love my dog  i miss the early 2000s this sh*t is 2 complicateddddd 1 Comments

10/12/2020 10:29 PM  y is everything so complicated!! Current mood:  numb i keep self sabotaging my own grades and im scared what if i flunk out and disappoint my mom i dont even wanna get close to that ​​​​​​​​​​​​​​ i think its funny that my dad is kicking us out & has a new family. thagts so funny funerals r so sad where r u shaun. r u watching us all now?    0 Comments

10/12/2020 10:14 PM  testinggggg Current mood:  adored this is a test hehe  0 Comments

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