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Current mood:  artistic

I can’t deny nor justify the reasons why I want to die,

So I simply lie to satisfy then wait for the shame to pass me by.

I never asked to be this way. The Devil led my soul astray, 

So now I’m aching for some closure but I only find decay.

Uncomfortable in my own skin and too afraid to let people in, 

So I slip back into my darkness and think of all that they call ”sin”.

I’m a bastard. I’m alone. I’m a king without a throne. 

I’ve been nothing but a failure for as long as I have known.

Should I end it all tonight or keep on this hopeless fight? 

I don’t even know myself, how can I separate wrong from right?

As far as I can tell I’m already dead, I’ve gone to Hell. 

Now I’ve told you how I feel, I’ve broken free from my silent shell.

Are you happy? Are you glad? Are you f***ing satisfied? 

Now that I’ve told you everything? Do you feel a sense of pride?

Ashes to ashes, my heart is dust. 

I look into the mirror and say ”I’ll kill you if I must...”