weird ass dream
Current mood:  curious

so while i was in rehab i had a very vivid dream w/ my mom in it (important side note she died 4 years ago), and since then i can't stop thinking abt it. i entered a grocery store to steal sum triple c's then i c my mom, i get so happy and run up 2 her 2 give her a hug. but it wasn't my mom. it physically looked like my mom but sumthing was odd making it not her. once i point out its not the real her she aggressively grabbed my shoulder and started saying harsh things 2 me, i dont remember exactly what she said but it was something my mom wldn't say 2 a single person in the universe. so i end up yelling at her "get ur f***ing hands off of me u f***ing cunt ass bitch," and then she disappears... after she was gone i just walked around thinking 2 myself what the hell happened. when i woke up i had an awful gut feeling all day and just felt not... real. like i was still in my dream. i think abt it every day and it's almost been a month since that dream. i just want 2 know y that happened, what was the meaning behind it all, how was the one in my dream who was my mom... not my mom. lmao anyways goodnite y'all ♥