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Last Login:
February 23rd, 2022



Gender: Female
Status: Single
Age: 19
Sign: Gemini
Country: France

Signup Date:
June 24, 2020

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07/04/2020 09:06 PM 

E

E was an experience out of a movie the old crush that turns reality 
but the problem is 
he was my friends ex 
i couldnt actually be with him...
and everyone in my friend group hated him so it was a no but the chase was an extreme temptemtation 
i have a problem that i only went my my friends ex becuse i knew i was in the league 
so our relationship was pretty much perfect he was caring and cute not too clingy just perfect but the context of our relationship was impossible and i wasnt ready for a relationship because after our first kiss i decided to leave because i felt completely empty somehow.....
maybe my vision of a kiss was just f***ed up but 
yeah he was actually lovely im the one who f***edit up if i wasnt so scared of my own judgement we would have worked for a little u know well at least defenitely would have f***ed yup

07/04/2020 08:58 PM 

ho

yes i am an horrible human being

07/04/2020 08:58 PM 

friends

so i hate it when friends make u feel bad its like as bad as a love heart break like i just need support why is this so freaking hard.
like they just annoy and kill ur vibe like.... maybe its me being the bad one but like 
i never do that at least i try except if its really too much 
and the thing is i shouldnt care about those randoms f***ers.....
f*** em all 
im done 
f*** f 
f*** mido 
f*** all of yall u just cant make me happy i just want ur guys approval i want to feel like i matter
f*** me i am the problem i think its time to let go of what doesnt want to be here go f*** who u want 
i dont want it anymore im not less than even with my flaws....

07/04/2020 08:53 PM 

kid

so lets talk about the start of my sexual awakening so sadly it was very early indeed i was 6 and my neighbour? who was also 6 came over to play as usual but i had this weird thing where i would dress up sexy for him somehow like jhgghj i dont even understand lmaoo and one day he ended up telling me he wanted to try something he saw but we had to get naked 
it was weird but it was defetenly funny but freaking weird 
just like pegging lmao not even but the weird thing is he asked my sister to join she was eve, younger than me and i was like totally u should join the fun gladly she declined 
and thats it for memories 

07/04/2020 08:35 PM 

help

i havent been sleeping correctly idk why like i slept two hours in the last two days and now its allmost three am and lie
ke again????

07/04/2020 08:31 PM 

christian guilt

so i recently learned about this word and like finally i can put words to that
because that is litteraly what im doing right now i feel attached to this religion because of my family otherwise i litteraly used to look up at jesus and curse him of every word but at the same time i like still belive somehow just like in the thought something is there but saying its god is easier than a universe u know 
like i just feel like i should be a better christian is happens from time to time i feel the need to show that i still believe even worse with my last ceremoni except marriage as a catholic my "confirmation"" because of that i need to go to church often and everything... like i just dont like that i lied to my pastors in his face maybe it wasnt actually a lie because i definetely lost faith when god wasnt there to help me and kept putting me down for a few years thats when i started believeing in the universe and many great things came to me....
yeah all of that to say being a christian sucks 

07/04/2020 08:27 PM 

dd

so since i was little ive had weird like scenarios in my head like my relatives dying is really something hard for me like when i lost my grandma it was a big step ahead but heart for my heart 
also i dream about my own death sometimes and cry but that was mostly when i was extremely depressed 
like i litteraly felt replaced by my cousin who has the same godmother as me 
i used to think i didnt matter in my family but recently my grandparents have been more including before they use to only care about my sister so now i also feel like i can have fun my family im not like no one 
my cousins helped a lot because they litteraly saved my life they are a joy in my life nothing else brings

07/04/2020 08:22 PM 

memory

i have an extremely weird memory problem like i remember random things but i cannot remeber how close i am with people if its not stated like its kinda changing but if i go for long without talking to someone i will litteraly be distant like strangers....
its a problem also when my anxiety kicks in i forgot everything me and this perso did together i become litteraly no one to them in my mind 
idk how i can fix that but its honestly getting better 
i think its still my confidence in myself that stops me from feeling close like idk i just cant u know it feels like out of place or they actually dont care about me 
to stop that again trust my connections and make people feel comfortable

07/04/2020 04:12 PM 

lose

my vision of love...
so i am a wattpad kid 
u can definetely guess how i view a relationship 
like whenits past the chasing and like real investement i do not know how to maintain a relationship for that long like a month max 
also i always feel the need to be sexual and when that phase passes i dont even want to ever think about that again 
i also watched a teenage romance show since i was young so ive always romanticised finding THE one that would make me feel like those teenage 20s that sang cool ass songs that my 7 year old was obsecessed with 
like i realized that past the sex i dont know what to do like....
its just blank...
the same thing goes for making friends im just blank....

07/04/2020 02:40 PM 

tt

is witchcraft actually for me because manifesting is against my belief that everything is already written and theres no way to change it 

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