Growing up 
 Ever since I was little, I had a fear of not only change, but growing up- knowing one day I'll be old, unknowing of what the next day holds. Waking up to a robotic lifestyle. I'm not really sure where this fear stems from but I always find myself reminiscing in the past, trying to hold on to my childhood and youth for the longest time possible. Growing up scares me. The fact that one day I'll just have to do everything on my own, and im expected to do it well. Maybe I feel this way because I lack independence? Maybe because I'm lazy? All I know is that one day I was playing with my LPS toys and listening to Much Music, to driving alone at night, working and trying to figure out what post-secondary school I should go to. 
Knowing that everyday passes, and I am stuck in the past creates a barrier for me to continue to better myself, physically, mentally and spiritually. 
I hope that I get out of this mindset of negativity, as growing up is inevitable, and only I can control my life!

Lmk if your thoughts on growing up!