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Last Login:
October 6th, 2022

Gender: Female
Status: Divorced
Age: 18
Country: United States

Signup Date:
June 22, 2020


10/06/2022 03:36 PM 

I Love Attention and Hate Being Here!!!!!
Current mood:  angsty

What if i just died! Kidding lol I just wanted your attention. Anyways i just recently moved to college (crazy i know im not actually just a dumbass) anyways on the slight chance that I have a stalker (hey bae) I am not gonna say which but.. spoiler alert its a bunch of alternative white people. Which isnt bad! If i was a sophomore in high school and came here i would probably have a panic attack cuz everyone is cool asf here! but its such a weird culture shock. I am so incredibly confused of who I am and how i want to be percieved. bitches here is cool as fuk! A lot of them look mildly anorexic which is terrifying cuz im a big bitch and I cant easily slide into the small ass desks. but thats just a melodramatic reason to be angsty about being here. primarily I just feel so out of place. God imagine if my hair was still brown too??!? that and my body are the two things that set me apart here but idk i just wanna look like one of those artsy bitches with their little tote bag and nicotine pen and eyebags. whatever. Ive learned to love my skin more though tbh. the reason i feel out of place is also my reasoning for being cool here. it may be borderline fetiziation of my ethnicity just to appease the white people looking for a spicy person to fixate on but you arent my therapist so i do not need to elaborate. either way, even if i feel like the coolest most individual bitch on campus, I feel out of place, I feel like a dumb blonde who cant attribute anything of substance to a conversation. but wtf man! i cant let these people colonize my mind! i am just as important, valid and smart as the bitches here! whatever. im cool and awesome and pretty and perfect and cool. yeah. idk why i started writing this.. im in my critical thinking and rhetoric class and the only thing im thinking critically of is my outfit today. it was pretty cunt tbh. signing out- stay ugly so i can be the prettiest

just kidding i guess

08/01/2022 05:17 PM 

i'm an old ass bitch!
Current mood:  adventurous

guys.... im going to college. wtf. like actually what the actual EFF! its so surreal and weird looking at this account, but also just thinking abt my online presence. i've been doing some housekeeping because ive become aware of my existence so i cant overshare as much online UGH

03/02/2021 01:19 PM 

pt. 2947394 of me oversharing on the internet again
Current mood:  angsty

there is this boy i met at the [REDACTED] and his name is [REDACTED] and omg i think he is so swag and so cool, he literally spoke so little but when we talked we would talk about some fun stuff like relationships and mental illnesses, always a fun time. He even laughed at my jokes and idk if thats cuz he was scared about me biting his nose off or because im just so charismatic and funny and amazing and a total catch. Moral of the story i got his instagram but he is still in the [REDACTED] and i have to wait for my prince charming but at the end of the day...

12/02/2020 01:46 PM 

song recs pls 😄
Current mood:  blah

i posted this on a bulletin but idc, pls send me song reccomendations and feed my individuality complex. i need to feel superior over people because i listen to better music than they do,

also lmk ur spotify wrapped (if you have apple music pls dont speak to me) cuz i got mine and i was lowkey hella dissapointed like sis ur so predictable 🙄 but yeah my top song was glitter by tyler and it reminds me of a nasty boy so pls fill the void thanks

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