08/28/2022 11:12 PM  im beginning to realize that drugs r my only way out of this. i was quiet and nice for the years i was taking that sh*t. i felt good about myself. i felt good about others. my fear wasn't there. please why is it back. i need it to go i need to not feel it please 0 Comments

[ This blog post is private ]

[ This blog post is private ]

[ This blog post is private ]

08/20/2022 03:06 PM  i see it too im forced in front of that reflection every dreadful morning. how else am i meant to be sure the veil is covering my shame? 0 Comments

10/02/2020 11:21 PM  guh the dreams keep shaking me from my bed n i dont have anyone to tell 0 Comments

07/17/2020 12:54 PM  ö i don kno if ill ever hav that feelin again of like meetin ur person yaknow i jus f***ed it up so monumentally before i think its jus over 0 Comments

07/17/2020 12:53 AM  gutters i want to throw up my entire being nothing sits right anymore its just anxiety n tummy aches 0 Comments

[ This blog post is private ]

06/22/2020 09:56 PM  update Current mood:  enlightened i knowing god 0 Comments

Previous12Next

View All Posts