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Gender: Male
Age: 22
Sign: Aquarius
Country: United States

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01/26/2022 03:05 PM 

egotistical f***ery #8 [music!]
Current mood:  awake

swiped from benji! a long time ago and for some reason i never filled it out n posted it?? it's 3 am so ofc a good time to do just that. my circadian rhythm is effed...

What are you listening to right now, if anything?
shadowplay by joy division. 10/10

What’s the last song you listened to completely?
new dawn fades bc one of the questions here reminded me of it. feelin some typa way.

What is your favorite song?
changes constantly, right now i'm in lesbians with bmth's sleepwalking. i also really like Violet Orlandi's cover of breaking benjamin's "diary of jane". her voice is kind of goaty like morrissey's and i like goaty voices a whole lot.

Are there any songs that can or have made you cry?
I am an absolute crybaby so buckle up
jet pack blues
the kids aren't alright (!) (f***.... "i think you're my best friend" kills me every f***ing time)
favorite record
alone together (nostalgia ;_;)
golden:
(And I saw God cry in the reflection of my enemies / And all the lovers with no time for me / And all of the mothers raise their babies to stay away from me / And pray they don't grow up to be...)
bishops knife trick (THE LAAAST BLUUES WE'RE EVER GONNA HAAVE)
... by fall out boy always make me melancholy.
asleep by the smiths. sh*t. fuk. dam.
disorder ("...make me feel the pleasures of a normal man" f***) and new dawn fades (can;t take much MOOOHRe) by joy division.
any song about death or suicide, or existential angst like jesus christ by brand new. that song f***s me up every time.
goner by twenty one pilots i can't listen to it
daydreaming by radiohead and several other songs by them
agnes by glass animals is so f***ing heartfelt and sad, and the singer (dave bayley) did the music video in a centrifuge to "replicate the physical effects of grief."
benji said "as the world caves in" by matt maltese and i really like that one for the existential angst, the backstory for the song makes it hard to be too sad though haha.
and lastly "famous last words" by mcr is both inspiring and makes me want to cry. like a really determined cryfest.

Do you have a shower playlist?
no i'd love to have one but unfortunately the humidity of a bathroom can cause water damage to electronic devices, and i can't hear it if i leave the door open (+ housemates). i'd definitely put songs like "roar" by katy perry or other shouty confident fun songs lol.

What about a bedtime playlist?
so many songs. i listen to artists like cigarettes after sex & two feet when i'm sleepy, but sometimes i put on something yelly and its chill as long as the volume doesn't fluctuate much. down with the sickness has a consistent volume all throughout so it's a great sleep/study song, minus the weird abuse bit in the middle.

Have any guilty pleasure bands or songs?
in the immortal words of p!nk, "i don't feel guilty about any of my pleasures."
gif of pink saying that with a big smile
i wouldn't be too loud about listening to MLP:FiM fan songs though...

What’s one song or band you used to like but now dislike?
ummm. glass animals came out with an album that sounds very 'soundcloudy'. i don't dislike the band yet, i'm just hoping they'll return to making more layered songs w a more distinct sound.

What’s one song or band you used to dislike but now like?
i started out listening to pop and electronica, so anything 'harsh' sounding i usually take a bit to warm up to! i used to only like the poppier BMTH songs but i've started getting into their earlier screamy work and it's f***in awesome. i'm also getting into DnB or whatever you call the overwhelmingly noisy electronic music w/ a fast beat Sewerslvt makes. i really like how Sewerslvt combines ridiculously fast beats with slower elements in the song that make it feel less frenetic. it's got an atmosphere, and i really really love atmosphere in songs.

Do you sing along when you listen to music you like?
yes but i sound like a screeching cat at best. it's tragic.

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06/19/2020 09:40 PM 

egotistical f***ery #4 - fp alt q's

courtesy of alexander ~

What's your favorite accessory that you own?:
my sunglasses haha, but thats not very alt. i have a cool wristband w/ stars on it, i dont wear it ever cuz its scrachy. my hairs cool

Have you ever been catcalled?:
no, i don't get out much tho :p i look male most of the time too

Are your items handmade?:
not yet!!

Have you ever been asked if you're in cosplay?:
no :(

Do kids/old people stare at you in public?:
when i wear my big beanie +sunglasses combo they do!

What's your favorite fashion/subculture?:
punky stuff. anything my mom would hate.
there's just this draw to anything that pings as a 'rebel' or punky look. eg androgyny, mohawks or similar cooledgy haircuts, men wearing makeup, spikes and jackets and chains and wristbands. super intimidating, looks cool as f***, makes me feel like one of those teens in fiction who like badboy stuff cause they got a problem w/ authority. is it so obvious that i have parent issues?

Have you met other alt people?:
not til joining this site, and i still haven't properly chatted with anybody :p

Do you believe in labels?:
labels are 4 soup ca--/shot
it depends. i don't believe in boxing people in, i don't believe in eschewing labels altogether. the whole 'no dont label yourself' thing reeks along the lines of 'i dont see color' tbh, people labelling themselves isn't really the issue. idk i'm not making sense but. there u go

How long have you been interested in alt?:
since i grew up n realized the weeiiiiirrrrd stuff i was so avoidant of was, like, entirely my interests and personality. for some reason i was aggressively normal as a little kid.

Are you confident?:
Not yet!! and i will always be a little anxious. but i will be stronger

What's your favorite alt brand?:
I dont buy new, anything I have is either a handmedown or from the thrift store. Unfortunately I've never found anything cool in there :p

What type of alt do you identify as?:
Idk... I don't know all the terms/labels and their meanings. I'm not outwardly cool/alt-looking yet. But I feel like a young angry rebel kid w/ issues with authority. And my hair's in a sort-of mohawk. :))))

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06/16/2020 04:15 PM 

egotistical f***ery #3 - more tumblr
Current mood:  electric

1. Are you more Scene or Emo?
probably neither? i'm not too clear on the terms actually! maybe more emo. bc im sad all the time. :p

2. Were you ever into Never Shout Never?
no

3. Fringes or Coontails?
por que no los dos

4. Bright and colourful hair, or dark black hair?
por que....... no los dos........

5. Gloomy bear or Hello Kitty?
hello kitty youre so pretty!!!!

6. How often do you shop at a HotTopic?
i have only once been in a hot topic, it was not a very emo experience. i bought a tardis dress

7. How many band posters do you have up?
0 :(

8. Have you watched Invader Zim? If so, who’s your favourite character?
no, i remember seeing him around back in the day but i've not heard much good about the show lol.

9. Opinion on Gerard Way?
really interesting, loquacious, and nerdy dude.

11. Have you played Gaia?
yeppppp. wasnt around 4 its glory dayz tho.

12. Dear Maria or Check Yes Juliet?
?

14. Have you had a scene phase before?
i have never had a phase,
i am evry version of myself at once

15. Do you make Kandi?
not yet

16. Do you wear a lot of Kandi?
not yet

17. Do you have a Blingee account? And/or make Blingees?
used 2 make em back when i was a lil kid

18. Are you a furry? If so, what’s your fursona like?
not a furry but i like furry art sometimes. my fursona would be an opossum or fox... bc i eat trash :p

19. Do you listen to BVB, AA, or BMTH?
only heard some bmth, they seem to be 2 poppy 4 me these days bu i love avalanche. its abt adhd.

20. Do you have Funko Pops?
f*** consumerism

21. Do you watch Anime?
nop, unless death note counts

22. Do you play Animal Jam?
used 2..........

23. Are you okay?
I TALK TO MYSELF, SELF
I THINK I NEED HELP, HELP
SO WHAT IF IM
NANANANANOT OKAY
IM NANANANANANA nooooot ooooookkaaayyyy, im noot OHkaaayyyyyy

24. Are you Lol Xd Randum??
those were dark dayz

25. Opinion on Nyan Cat?
iconic

26. Big hair or big accessories?
big hair, but mohawk'd

27. Did you ever have a MySpace? Do you still?
missed the boat on that 1

28. Want any emo/scene tattoos?
all of them

29. Have any emo/scene tattoos?
never

30. Do you like Furbies?
Did a furby write this????

31. xD, Xd or XD?
dark....... dayz.......

32. Do you like Care Bears?
yes, 

33. Is Avril Lavigne a clone
obviously its her jealous identical twin u gaiiiz

34. Do you want fangs?
who fukkin doesnt

35. Does emo/scenecore make you happy?
yes exponentially

36. Have you dyed your hair? If so, what colours and how long ago?
not YET but imma bleach it 1a deez days

37. Do you want/have any piercings?
want all of them everywhere.

38. Do you wish you were in a band?
i feel this question in my soul. (just kiddin i dont have one eksdee)  Yes yes yes 

39. What Warrior Cats clan are you in
kittypet

40. Is Gir annoying?
.... but nobody ever asks '*how* is gir??'

41. Have you ever played Imvu?
no but i Remember the ads everywhere

42. Are you a Killjoy or a Youngblood?
POR QUE NO LOS DOS¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡

43. Do you have any emo/scene friends irl?
> having friends

44. Who’s your favourite scene/emo blog?
all of them, i dont discriminate, c'mon n get a taste ~dances~
45. Do you wear Converse?
is it emo to like comfy shoes

46. Does “Rawr” mean “I love you” in Dinosaur?
i made u a cookie........
BUT I EATED IT

47. Favourite Pokemon?
all

48. Do you like Decora fashion?
a thousand times yes

49. Do you like Sparkle Dogs?
thyre okay i guess

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