Mood: Happy ├ Listening To: My laptop's fans crying for help Watching: Pixielocks vids :P Eating: cheesy fries :D Drinking: soda lol
Hey hey!!┌ Back at it again with another very pink post XD Barbie!!! Man!!! I feel like... so weirdly seen with the release of this movie? Everything is so pink and fun and up my alley... Never thought I'd see the day considering normies are so boring rip but I rly appreciate all of the love and excitement for it this summer... It's amazing ├
(hover↓) ┛MusicIsDeath┗ and I went to see it yesterday and ofc dressed up for it╋ We got so many compliments, he's the best Ken to my Barbie~┐ He was so annoying for bringing Monster High dolls to it instead of a Barbie... man xD I have kinda mixed feelings about the movie, but overall I really enjoyed it :D It was very fun and colorful, and surprised me with some of the directions it went in. My main takeaway tho is that I rly wanna live in a Barbie dreamhouse ToT I already knew that but seeing this movie rly got me lmao
Afterwards, he surprised me by getting me a movie doll! She's my fav of all the ones that have been released so far and has lived rent free in my mind since I first saw her xD He's really the best~┌
Speaking of Monster High tho... A while ago ┛MusicIsDeath┗ finally got some Skulltimate Secrets Fearidescent dolls, and he made a point of getting Draculaura because she's as close as I'll ever get to owning a MH doll xD And he's rly wanted me to get one for like, ever xP I am still on the fence about her, but she's very fun to style and pose :P I am very much like 'I need to 110% love something if I'm gonna spend money on it' which I can def see why that might be weird on the outside... but idk I don't have money like that not to xD He said he'd take her if I didn't like her but... eh xP
Thx for reading :P As u can see I have found the special characters this font has xD Can't believe I would've used this font for like ever and not have known if I didn't find them on accident xD insane lmaoo ┃
Mood: Happy Listening To: G.I.N.A.S.F.S. - Fall Out Boy Eating:STUFFED CRUST PEPPERONI PIZZA FROM PIZZA HUT :DDDD Drinking: arizona lol
Hey hey!! Yesterday I had an amazing day out with my-friend-who-likes-mh! Last week was pretty hard for me so I really needed some good quality time doing things I love ^^ First thing's first tho: I finally have a name for him!! He told me I could use his PopJustice username musicisdeath, or MID for short (which is a very appropriate acronym for him... XDD) So that's what I'll be using from now on! :P Okay, now on to the actual blog:
I got to wear SUGARY CARNIVAL!!! (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧ This dress is the dress of all dresses already, I know... But man it feels like such a dream wearing it! It's one of the first dresses I saw when I was just learning about lolita ten years ago, and I've admired it ever since. It's just so unreal... I'll never get over it lol xD musicisdeath wanted to match, so I gave him some of my clothes to wear since... He's uncultured and doesn't have any pink clothes?? Could you imagine that? I can't even >_> We got lots of compliments which was cool, I even ran into another lolita (not in a coord, but they're working on it lol)! Detail shots here because... I can't get enough of it >o<
We went to a few stores, but most notably bath and body works~ I've been meaning to get there for a while since they released all of those new gingham scents... I got a bunch of gingham gorgeous ofc, surprise to no one XD I'm glad I like the scent ^^ The diamond shimmer mist omg... I love glitter :D I'm glad everything was on sale + I had a gift card... I don't get out there much bc they're normally so expensive >_<||| We also went to Target looking for dolls, and I got him one but they didn't have any of the Barbie movie dolls :/ ig they're online exclusives rn? Which sucks D: I def gotta get the Perfect Day one... That gingham dress is amazing *o* I did find a 2-pack for Legally Blonde 1+2 tho... So yknow not a total loss xD Peak cinema fr~ I also found some good fabric squares at Joanns, where I live there's like... Nothing good Dx I wanna make some headbows soon to match some of the coords I'm planning~ :D And for dinner... we got pepperoni stuffed crust pizza~ *o* It's like, my all-time fav and I can't remember the last time I had it... It was so good ToT Eating the leftovers today just made me want more xD Hopefully soon lol
Thx for reading :P I finally got a mouse a while ago so I'll try to update more ^^ How I worked on this site with a trackpad for over a year is... Something I'll never understand Dx In the trenches frrrr XD
Mood: Happy Listening To: my laptop screaming for me to change out its fans :/ Watching: lovelylor vids Eating: reese's puffs Drinking: milk
Hey hey!! I'm back to write a new blog post :P I've been inactive again... But I was busy trying not to die at my new job Dx it's gone mostly okay but I hope I can learn faster so I don't get in trouble or something lolrip
I had the pleasure of blowing my first paycheck which was awesome :D It feels kinda weird having money...? I've been a brokeboi my whole life so it felt kind of illegal to do xD Here's what I got:
I got these two Barbie dolls! Mariposa is one of my all-time favorites and this year's Birthday Wishes caught me by surprise when I saw her at Barnes and Noble :D
Mariposa my beloved~ I lost the one I had as a kid from moving around a hundred times, so I'm glad I have her again ^^ I am a SUCKER for gimmicks so her magic wings got me so bad as a kid... and still get me now XD She takes up a lot of space tho... I'll have to get her a nice stand or something :P
My-friend-who-likes-mh never had any Barbie fairy dolls as a kid, so when I folded in her wings to show him how it worked he CRINGED so hard XD He does rly like her doll tho. When we watched the movie together I was def more into it than he was... He thought it was okay compared to the other Fairytopias (which... I understand coming from someone uncultured like him lmfao). I def wanna get that light-up fiber optics Elina next, I loved her as a kid and she's kinda hard to find now D: But she's the Barbie doll ever so I will do it >o<
Birthday Wishes Barbie is like... An oasis in the middle of the desert XD I don't like a lot of modern barbies... idk they're just not my fasion taste and a lot of their makeup is boring? If they have any. And not that all barbies need to be Elina-tier, I just like girly pink barbie more than normie rando barbie :P But her!! I like her dress and idk the way she was displayed in her box caught my attention :P She's rly cool, but I wish her stand wasn't so weird??? It's like... curved to her legs in a specific position... I've never seen any others like it? wtf lmao. I can put Mariposa on it but... Just why xD
I also got some curtains! This might sound weird but I've never had any cool curtains before... I've always wanted to have some with a nice valence, and now I do :D It's my first step towards my interior decorating dreams (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧ Once I finish more of my decorating/diy projects, I'll make a room tour blog post :D (dont look at those valence wrinkles they're NOT there XD)
I'm also so excited to work towards having a somewhat-princess themed room? Did u ever see those room inspo booklets in the paint section at home improvement stores? I loved looking through those and always wanted a princess themed room... I'm glad I can finally make 10-year-old me happy :P
Last but not least... A new pony!!! Avalonia is such a pretty pony, and I couldn't resist a butterfly bag :P (the mlp logo is a sticker and not printed on though... ehhh) The butterfly net and flower are magnetic, and the butterfly twirls up when you put her hoof to it :D And her burrerfly print hat is more detailed than I thought it'd be, and stays on her head without elastic (it snapped as soon as I took it off of her head... what can you do lol). And the butterfly jars!! So many little details... This little set encapsulates everything I love about G3 ^^
Starting in June, my-friend-who-likes-mh and I are gonna work on moving out! We have a budget and a plan (thanks to yours truly xD) and I'm so excited about it! :D It's been a long time coming and I'm glad we can finally work towards our goals~ ^^ After a lifetime of just... Weird living situations, I can finally work towards creating one that I can feel safe and comfortable in with someone I love and like... idk that's just really cool :P
Thanx for reading~ I'm planning on making a post for Summer ILD and trying to be more active in general, so I'll def be around! Hopefully everything will calm down soon so I can focus more on this stuff :P Until then~!
Mood: Chill Listening To: yt skate vids Reading: this post XD Watching: yt vids Eating: nuggiez :P
Hey hey :P Not even gonna bother with the new years thing, it's Feburary XD I said on stream a while ago that I wanted to write a blog post but I just got rly stuck? I feel like I still get caught up in like, everything needing "substance"... But that's rly not the case lol esp out here :P So this one is me appreciating literally nothing going on ^^ bc it's good to do that sometimes.
Today has been a cozy chill day so far: made my bed, put on an outfit I like, did dishes, ate nuggies and watching skate vids :P vicariously living through George Poulos' content bc it's too cold to skate DX feelsbadman
I got to thinking about how even tho this is the calmest time of my life in a long while, I still get so caught up in wanting to achieve my goals that I can't look around and appreciate where I currently am. I've gotta remember that I'll get to where I wanna be eventually, but for now it's okay to relax and take in what I have. You don't wanna look back and realize you had something good and took it for granted, yknow? Even right now I can look back on times that seemed super mundane, but there's something special in all of them that I can appreciate. But yeah, that's p much it :P thx for reading this super short post~
Mood: Happy Listening To: Besitos - Pierce The Veil Watching: yt stuff Eating: oreos :D Drinking: water :/
Hey hey!!! The title says it all :D After two months of struggling to move my things one box at a time, I'm finally staying with my-friend-who-likes-mh! I genuinely believe he saved my life by letting me stay with him until we can get our own place. I don't plan on getting into it but life at home was always... strange and artificially difficult? Not sure how to describe it better than that. I have a lot of complicated feelings about it, but I'm glad I don't have to worry about it anymore. It's been hard unlearning a lot of things, but I'm glad I have the opportunity. I'm once again incredibly grateful for him I've been here for about a month and I feel so much better physically and mentally ^^
While I was moving I didn't have the energy to do anything I enjoy (Or I had already packed whatever and sent it out). What I missed the most was wearing coords! We went to Target and I wore Space Lollipop~ :D I honestly forgot how good it feels to wear clothes I love (crazy, right? xD)~ Before I moved out I couldn't wear nice outfits very often bc circumstances™. It's rly freeing to know I can wear whatever I want whenever I want :P I also got to wear this on a picnic! my-friend-who-likes-mh wanted to take me on one to properly listen to Red, since it was the perfect weather for it :P It was p magical ngl, I hope we'll be able to have many more ^^ I hope to one day have some kind of cool and matchy pastel picnic set xP bc ofc I do lmaoo
For Halloween (a.k.a. MCRib day xD) a friendo of ours invited us to her new place to be spooky :P my-friend-who-likes-mh had the idea for us to have matching Taylor Swift costumes bc... he's the biggest swiftie on the planet xD I didn't have any other ideas in mind soooo... why not xD He recreated her 22 mv outfit (the heart glasses one) and I was the "bad taylor" from the You Belong With Me mv. And yes, I ofc tracked down the exact skirt she's wearing xD It was kinda out of my comfort zone for what I would normally wear, but I think it turned out p well :D I only had abt a week to get everything so I'm glad it worked out! The skirt came in the mail literally the day-of ToT Even tho there's a lot of black in the skirt it's lowkey growing on me >o< Maybe I'll wear it fr sometime lol idk
Feels good to post again, life has been a lot lately. I have a long way to go from here, but hopefully I'll feel like posting more along the way xP I hope u had an awesome Halloween if u celebrate, pls share what u dressed up as if u want ^^ Thx for reading, as always~ :P
Mood: Relaxed Listening To: From Under The Cork Tree - Fall Out Boy Watching: yt stuff Eating: peanuts Drinking: arizonaaa
Hey hey! :D This past Sunday (9/25) was my birthday, and it was a good one! Things have been pretty stressful lately, with moving and my mystery balance issues trending worse... So going to my-friend-who-likes-mh's house to celebrate was a break I really appreciated ^_^
I'll start with fun stuff: he got me From Under The Cork Tree! :D I've been looking for the Black Clouds and Underdogs edition of this for forever and never got around to getting one. I always feel like I'm rly hard to buy gifts for... And that's probably because I know how picky I can be and particular I am when I get things for myself. But I'm clearly not giving my friends enough credit, they always get me the coolest stuff >u< Another friendo got me cool candy from Germany, and my bff, who always gets the best gifts, is planning on sending something when she gets the chance. Gift giving is one of my top love languages and with everything going on this really means a lot to me. Especially since my bday has been overshadowed by bad stuff for the past couple years... >_<||| I really appreciated this year being different ^^
As I said earlier I spent time at my-friend-who-likes-mh's house to celebrate ^^ I originally wanted to go somewhere (probably the bookstore lets be real xD) and wear a coord (bc I legit don't remember the last time I dressed up... feelsbadman), but we ended up staying in and just... Hanging out doing whatever. And honestly? That was probably the right decision. I feel like I haven't genuinely relaxed in so long Dx And this was probably the last time we'll have time together like this for a while. As much as we don't rlydoanything, simply spending time together means a lot to me. The past year has been really difficult for me (on top of living in a pandemic >_<), and I genuinely don't know what I'd be doing right now without him~He's been so compassionate and generous, and always makes it a priority to make sure I'm doing okay. I could go on forever XD but I'm hoping things will look up soon. Even tho it's taking forever I am moving out, and I think I'll be doing better once everything goes back to normal after that.
Thx for reading as always :P I hope that by my next blog post, all of this will be behing me and have more energy to update things. And maybe I'll name my friends...? I've been thinking abt it for a while bc it is kind of annoying having to type around it lol
Hey hey~ :P Back at it again with another rando post~ xD I'm at my-friend-who-likes-mh's house again. I came over for his bday and it was great! He was p sad his plans got cancelled last year, so I'm glad everything worked out for him this time ^^ And I can finally share the gift I got him!! He collects the 1989 deluxe polaroids, and I got him the last set he was missing! (It was v hard to find esp looking for a stonk... why do I do this to myself lolrip)
I didn't rly know that at the time, so once again I got super lucky... I love risking it all ig <xD I got it like, months in advance so it was p hard to keep it to myself... Gift giving is prob my favorite way to express my love and appreciation for my friends so it's always a struggle waiting >o< And he definitely deserves it~! I haven't rly talked abt it much on here but I've rly been goin thru it™ for a long time, and I genuinely don't know what I'd do without his support and compassion rn. He wants to be roommates, and I rly hope that works out! We have a plan but I'm always skeptical until it all finally comes together xP For now I'll just keep admiring my 'home inspo' pinterest board xD I love decorating what can I say~ idk if I'll talk abt it once everything's behind me bc I rly do like keeping my space for things I like, but I will def share cool decorating stuff if I get to do what I'm thinking of. Like one of the things I'm hoping I can do is make a canopy for my bed... I've always wanted one and I have a plan for the pinkest, frilliest canopy around ^o^ I love crafts/building things, so I'm rly looking forward to being able to do that once I move out~
I also got to go to the drive-in (finally xD)! ik it was like a month ago but lemme just say!! I can't remember the last time I went to one and my friends and I have been trying to get the stars to align so we could go since like, forever, so I'm glad it finally happened xD It was rly nice sitting under the stars with dank snacks and dank friendos :P (And I somehow didn't get eaten alive by bugbois) was not expecting to be personally attacked™ by Lightyear... it was rly a 2hr long callout post lmfaoo XD
As always, thx for reading~ :P I didn't know I was capable of writing a short post xD I hope that my next entry will be as positive as this one!
Listening To: I Don't Love You - My Chemical Romance
Watching: yt vids ig Playing: Sanrio Hello Sweet Days Reading: this post im writin xD Eating: trix lol
Hey hey!! This is the blog post layout on my Neocities and I finally got it working here!! I wanted to use it on the last post I made here but FP is annoying and ofc I couldn't just copy/paste what I had directly from my site... So with some troubleshooting I finally got it to look correct and omg I love it sm more than my old one! ^o^ My comp/browser can be dumb sometimes so I hope it looks okay on everyone else's screens (pls lmk if it displays weird Dx). I also wanted to get this fixed bc I rly miss the status box you could have on old DeviantART journal entires. They got rid of it on dA (oof Dx) and you can't rly do it natively on FP so you know I had to intervene xD It's an important element to any blog xD
ig I should have some kind of actual post... I watched Umbrella Academy, it was rly good! ^^ my boi Luther is finally getting the respect he deserves and Allison is trash as she should be xDD I have no idea how they're gonna do season 4... like wtf is even happening at this point @_@ Poor Five tho lol, he rly spent like 50yrs in an apocalyptic wasteland just to get back and stop like 3 more apocalypses from happening... dude needs a break and I hope he gets one DX
General life stuff tho, still just kinda... existing ig? My mystery health problem is still a thing, which has been v hard and disheartening tbh... But I've been trying to keep up with my interests to stay motivated. I've been able to keep drawing and working on my Neocities, which has been good! I actually finally finished this drawing that's been a wip since November >o< I've also been working on getting an mlp collection page for my site, i'm not thrilled abt how many pics I'll have to take Dx Sometimes I get like... self conscious abt what I put up there but... The web is yours lol like the whole point is to post whatever u want. I think that's just a lingering feeling from normie social media sites tho. Like you can technically post anything u want there but like... idk even I feel that weird background pressure to only post good content™, yknow?
Thx for reading :P This was rly just to use the layout but I'll prob have another real blog post in August :P
ey hey~! I haven't written anything in forever >o<||| tbh I was just procrastinating on finally making a proper blog page for my Neocities. I'm still mainly writing these for my FriendProject blog, but I wanted a nice place to put them there too. Maybe someday I'll figure out how to implement comments and legit pagination so it'll be an actual blog xD Also while I was putting this together I found out that DeviantART removed the mood-thing?? Which is a real shame D:
feel like a lot has happened since my last post but also nothing? xD I'm still floating along ig. I made my friend and I these cool bow hairclips :P Sewing stuff again has been pretty nice, it was frustrating waiting for nice bows to show up on secondhand jfashion markets so... I just did it myself xD You'd be surprised how hard it is to find a good pink bow out there. I also figured out what to get my friend-who-likes-mh for his bday next month :D I'll write abt it properly in my next post lol I haven't even wrapped it yet xD I can say rn tho that even tho I love doing this, I rly pick the hardest gifts to find... ^_^|||
also finished the Halo TV series and... To sum up how I feel abt it, the first and last epiosdes are the only ones worth watching. The whole middle of the show is like... idk not rly Halo? I guess season 2 is legit set up to be combat evolved but... I dunno. Like Halsey is finally a criminal on the run, Chief has his helmet on and doesn't talk (bc he's lowkey kinda dead rn) and the potential start to season 2 is very familiar but... I dunno. I'm still gonna watch it lol bc ofc I am but... lowkey disappointed D: At least I can look forward to season 3 of Umbrella Academy coming out this week!! The way that ppl talk in comments sections around this make me feel like I'm not caught up on the comics or something... Has anything else come out after Hotel Oblivion?? If not, I'm v curious to see how the show is gonna handle the sparrows... and then what are the comics gonna do when they eventually catch up?? :P
ot much of a post, but thx for reading :P I would've written more but figuring out how this is gonna work on my Neocities was a lot of effort lol
I got to wear SUGARY CARNIVAL!!!
Mariposa my beloved~ 
I lost the one I had as a kid from moving around a hundred times, so I'm glad I have her again ^^ I am a SUCKER for gimmicks so her magic wings got me so bad as a kid... and still get me now XD She takes up a lot of space tho... I'll have to get her a nice stand or something :P
Birthday Wishes Barbie is like... An oasis in the middle of the desert XD I don't like a lot of modern barbies... idk they're just not my fasion taste and a lot of their makeup is boring? If they have any. And not that all barbies need to be Elina-tier, I just like girly pink barbie more than normie rando barbie :P But her!! I like her dress and idk the way she was displayed in her box caught my attention :P She's rly cool, but I wish her stand wasn't so weird??? It's like... curved to her legs in a specific position... I've never seen any others like it? wtf lmao. I can put Mariposa on it but... Just why xD
I also got some curtains! This might sound weird but I've never had any cool curtains before... I've always wanted to have some with a nice valence, and now I do :D It's my first step towards my interior decorating dreams 
Last but not least... A new pony!!! Avalonia is such a pretty pony, and I couldn't resist a butterfly bag :P (the mlp logo is a sticker and not printed on though... ehhh) The butterfly net and flower are magnetic, and the butterfly twirls up when you put her hoof to it :D And her burrerfly print hat is more detailed than I thought it'd be, and stays on her head without elastic (it snapped as soon as I took it off of her head... what can you do lol). And the butterfly jars!! So many little details... This little set encapsulates everything I love about G3 ^^
chill
Today has been a cozy chill day so far: made my bed, put on an outfit I like, did dishes, ate nuggies and watching skate vids :P vicariously living through George Poulos' content bc it's too cold to skate DX feelsbadman
I've been here for about a month and I feel so much better physically and mentally ^^
While I was moving I didn't have the energy to do anything I enjoy (Or I had already packed whatever and sent it out). What I missed the most was wearing coords! We went to Target and I wore Space Lollipop~ :D I honestly forgot how good it feels to wear clothes I love (crazy, right? xD)~ Before I moved out I couldn't wear nice outfits very often bc circumstances
For Halloween (a.k.a. MCRib day xD) a friendo of ours invited us to her new place to be spooky :P 
I'll start with fun stuff: he got me From Under The Cork Tree! :D I've been looking for the Black Clouds and Underdogs edition of this for forever and never got around to getting one. I always feel like I'm rly hard to buy gifts for... And that's probably because I know how picky I can be and particular I am when I get things for myself. But I'm clearly not giving my friends enough credit, they always get me the coolest stuff >u< Another 
As I said earlier I spent time at 
I didn't rly know that at the time, so once again I got super lucky... I love risking it all ig <xD I got it like, months in advance so it was p hard to keep it to myself... Gift giving is prob my favorite way to express my love and appreciation for my friends so it's always a struggle waiting >o< And he definitely deserves it~! I haven't rly talked abt it much on here but I've rly been goin thru it
General life stuff tho, still just kinda... existing ig? My mystery health problem is still a thing, which has been v hard and disheartening tbh... But I've been trying to keep up with my interests to stay motivated. I've been able to keep drawing and working on my Neocities, which has been good! I actually finally finished this drawing that's been a wip since November >o< I've also been working on getting an mlp collection page for my site, i'm not thrilled abt how many pics I'll have to take Dx Sometimes I get like... self conscious abt what I put up there but... The web is yours lol like the whole point is to post whatever u want. I think that's just a lingering feeling from normie social media sites tho. Like you can technically post anything u want there but like... idk even I feel that weird background pressure to only post good content™, yknow?
productive
ey hey~! I haven't written anything in forever >o<||| tbh I was just procrastinating on finally making a proper blog page for my Neocities. I'm still mainly writing these for my FriendProject blog, but I wanted a nice place to put them there too. Maybe someday I'll figure out how to implement comments and legit pagination so it'll be an actual blog xD Also while I was putting this together I found out that DeviantART removed the mood-thing?? Which is a real shame D:
feel like a lot has happened since my last post but also nothing? xD I'm still floating along ig. I made my friend and I these cool bow hairclips :P Sewing stuff again has been pretty nice, it was frustrating waiting for nice bows to show up on secondhand jfashion markets so... I just did it myself xD You'd be surprised how hard it is to find a good pink bow out there. I also figured out what to get my friend-who-likes-mh for his bday next month :D I'll write abt it properly in my next post lol I haven't even wrapped it yet xD I can say rn tho that even tho I love doing this, I rly pick the hardest gifts to find... ^_^|||
ot much of a post, but thx for reading :P I would've written more but figuring out how this is gonna work on my Neocities was a lot of effort lol