Yesterday was rather uneventful. I went to school for the first time in six days. It was okay but I went to the bathroom to fix my hair, and in walks the girl who rejected me just the night before. I'm big chillin but goodness, did I internally cringe at myself and want to disappear.

 

I liked this girl since the sixth grade. She's really smart and cute. She's not conventionally someone people might try to date but heavens, she's beautiful to me. So let's call her,, umm,, Jane. Not her real name.

 

So I posted a Yolo saying "Me + ____ would be a cute couple." I had my friend Cat ⁽ˢʰᵉ'ˢ ᵒⁿ ʰᵉʳᵉ ᵃᶜᵗᵘᵃˡˡʸ. ᶜᵃᵗ ᶦᶠ ʸᵒᵘ'ʳᵉ ʳᵉᵃᵈᶦⁿᵍ ᵗʰᶦˢ ᴵ ˡᵒᵛᵉ ʸᵒᵘ⁾ reply to my Yolo saying Jane. I responded, "I wish!! She would never!!" and Jane responds, "Sorry, but no." 

 

So there goes my ｂｏｕｌｄｅｒ of a heart. Smashed into pieces. 

 

I got over it quickly because she isn't my primary crush. Boy/girl crazy people, you know what I mean.

 

This guy I really, really, REALLY like lives like, across the country from me () . I ordered a rose to be delivered to his place (SH*T was that expensive?! for a single rose! he's worth it though uwu ♥ ) and it's supposed to be getting to him today. I'm so excited. I can't wait to see his reaction. 

 

Anyways, so there's my first blog entry.  I hope this was somewhat entertaining to read.