04/25/2005 11:13 PM  I bought some blank cds to start making playlists Current mood:  crazy I thought it would've been easier. Getting away. Making a freshstart. But I'm always looking over my shoulder. Never moving around. Staying in the same spot for days on end. i need to buy a car, just go somewhere to think or something. i cant keep stuffing my face full of keyboarded words and smiley faces :-) i am disconnected from everything around me. i'm not sure where to go from here.  0 Comments

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02/01/2005 10:02 PM  ~~~~~~~~~~~ Current mood:  froggy been listening 2 Arma Angelus lately,,,,,,,, fuels the blegh feelin in life 0 Comments

12/20/2004 01:04 PM  --just wanted to vent a bit-- Current mood:  depressed I’m in a constant need to fixate on one particular thing in dull/depressing ruts in my life and I just recently have been stuck in this cycle of being in a better-ish spot and still not being happy. I’ve started to fixate on my weight, which isn't unhealthy at all but it’s started again and I thought I was over the whole thing after high school but it seems that I was wrong. I can't really talk about it anywhere else so I figured this would be the best place. Anywho, I hope you all have a happy holiday(s) and such ♥ take care xx -asteria  0 Comments

12/19/2004 11:37 PM  xP Current mood:  cookywacky i b feelin sad n sh*t sumtimz but othr timz i b not,,,,,,,,,,, huh,,,,,,,,,, wild -eaturheartout 0 Comments

12/01/2004 06:19 PM  uni & such Current mood:  worried So i've been working on getting my bachelors of science in digital cinematography and its going really well, but i have this aching feeling that i dont have much to bring the table (so-to-speak) for the film community/industry and this new insecurity i feel will ruin my chances at making something im proud of,,,,,, idk,,,,, welcome to my word vomit of the day haha ♥ take care :/// 0 Comments

11/27/2004 01:41 PM  been listening to middle school jams lately... Current mood:  angsty  so lately, i've been getting back into Fall Out Boy    0 Comments

04/02/2004 08:44 PM  I told her I'd keep it at arms length. Current mood:  discontent she's apparently going through some issues, like the ones i used to have. immediately when i heard of this i wanted to save her from herself, the second i realized this thought i said i needed to keep this relationship at arms length. i told her we couldnt sleep in the same bed together, no hand-holding, no 'friendly' kisses, no saying, ' i love you'. because it hurts me and she knows that.  0 Comments

11/28/2003 03:50 PM  im prolly makin it harder den it needz 2 be xC Current mood:  annoyed I'm having a hard time getting the mp3 file on my homepage, i have my site thing and the file plays but when i got to pimp my profile to generate a code for it, i paste it in my sh*t and it jusrt links pmp.... i dont get what i'm doing wrong ughhhhhhh,,,,,m,,,,,,,,  0 Comments

11/27/2003 05:11 PM  -//snotty//- Current mood:  sneezy i hav been blowin snotty bubbles 4 th past 2 dayzzzzzzz,,,,,,, dis aint it 4 me..  0 Comments

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