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Gender: Female
Status: In a relationship
Age: 22
Sign: Aries
Country: Australia

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02/14/2020 10:30 PM 

memories
Current mood:  used

i just have a lot of memories i guess. i want to write them out as they happened, right as they go through my head.


lying in a bed next to a man who i do not love, on acid. its dark. i keep waking him up. he yells at me to go to sleep. he does, but i dont, i stay and i stare at his face, morphing into the man i do love. i wake him up again. 

i can't stare at that man's face, the man who comes around and f***s me like he's doing a set at the gym. the man who i can't say no to, because the first time i ever tried to say no he pushed me down and in so many ways i never got up. i think now, at least that wasn't the man i was sleeping next to.






07/03/2019 11:19 PM 

songs


Body:

1. A song you like with a color in the title: green light - lorde

2. A song you like with a number in the title: anthems for a seventeen year old girl - broken social scene

3. A song you like that reminds you of summertime: 400 lux - lorde

4. A song that reminds you of someone you would rather forget about: the lourve - lorde

5. A song that needs to be played LOUD: not in love - crystal castles

6. A song that makes you want to dance: dancing on my own - robyn

7. A song to drive to: eyes closed - halsey

8. A song about drugs or alcohol: chocolate - the 1975

9. A song that makes you happy: satellites - catcall

10. A song that makes you sad: on melancholy hill - gorillaz

11. A song that you never get tired of: colors - halsey

12. A song from your preteen years: check yes juliet - we the kings

13. One of your favorite 80's songs: everybody wants to rule the world - tears for fears

14. A song that you would love played at your wedding: accidentally in love - mia wray

15. A song that is a cover by another artist: running up that hill - placebo

16. One of your favorite classical songs: ave maria - beyonce (just kidding) (not really)

17. A song you would sing a duet with at karaoke: go away - weezer

18. A song from the year you were born: anything but ordinary - avril lavigne

19. A song that makes you think about life: life in technicolor ii - coldplay

20. A song that has many meanings to you: everything is alright - motion city soundtrack

21. A favorite song with a person's name in the title: alex chilton - the replacements

22. A song that moves you forward: speeding cars - imogen heap

23. A song that you think everyone should listen to: born in the usa - bruce springsteen

24. A song by a band you wish were still together: apple cider, i dont mind - modern baseball

25. A song by an artist no longer living: between the bars - elliott smith

26. A song that makes you want to fall in love: i would do anything for you - foster the people

27. A song that breaks your heart: ronan - taylor swift

28. A song by an artist with a voice you love: tokyo drift - mallrat

29. A song that you remember from your childhood: brick by boring brick - paramore

30. A song that reminds you of yourself: yellow flicker beat - lorde

07/03/2019 09:27 PM 

Your Life - The Soundtrack
Current mood:  amorous

Opening credits: Not In Love - Crystal Castles
Waking up: You Make Me Feel Like Charity - The Knife
Average day: Dancing With Myself - Blink 182
First date: Homemade Dynamite - Lorde
Falling in love: She's so High - Tal Bachmann
Love scene: Check Yes Juliet - We The Kings
Fight scene: The Other Side Of The Door - Taylor Swift
Breaking up: Go Away - Weezer
Getting back together: If This Was A Movie - Taylor Swift
Secret love: i think ur really cool - guardin
Life's okay: Mr Brightside - The Killers
Mental breakdown: Decode - Paramore
Driving: Boyfriend - Coin
Learning a lesson: I Wanna Get Better - Bleachers
Deep thought: Buzzcut Season - Lorde
Flashback: So Here We Are - Bloc Party
Partying: Perfect Places - Lorde
Happy dance: For Real - Mallrat
Regreting: Sophomore Slump or Comeback of The Year - Fall Out Boy
Long night alone: So Here We Are - Bloc Party
Death scene: Iris - Goo Goo Dolls
Closing credits: Every Teardrop Is A Waterfall - Coldplay

05/28/2019 07:24 PM 

Teenage Girl Survey

How many best friends do you have?: 3
Have you ever lied to any of them?: yes
Are you more confrontational or avoid-problems-at-all-costs?: confrontational
Are you pregnant?: no
When's the last time you screamed?: probably in the last week
Do you know any foreign languages?: a bit of dutch and german
What color is you bookbag?: i dont believe i have one
Do you own DC shoes or Etnies?: no?
Who is your favorite teacher?: my third grade teacher
What about least favorite?: my sixth grade teacher
How many times have you read twilight?: 0
Do you know anyone named Basil?: no
What perfume do you wear, if any?: karma by lush
What was the last word you wrote down?: nsw
Who did you see at lunch today?: no one, i eat alone
Do you have a nickname?: ellie, weasel, weezi
Do you know anyone that spells their name the same way as you?: yeah
What are you doing this weekend?: going to a party, and hanging with lucy
How long have you had your myspace?: i've had friend project for like six months
Do you have AIM?: no
Is there a word that you just can't spell?: no
Do you shop and KMart?: YES!
Do you know your dad's birthday?: yeah its the 7th of January
I say Ahoy, you say...?: Yeehoy
Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?: kmart
Have you ever learned all the words to a commercial song?: yeah
How many piercings do you have?: 0
Do you have good posture?: no
Are you good with kids?: yeah actually
What was the last thing you said?: 'yes'
What is the oldest someone has guessed you are?: 21
What was your favorite movie as a kid?: charlie brown
What was the scariest thing that happened today?: i was smokin in my room and my mum came home
Where did your parents get the idea for your name?: the song 'eloise' by the damned
Are you right or left handed?: right
What is your favorite place to get pizza?: arthurs
What is your favorite type of movie?: coming - of - age
Name three things you want to do before you die.: get married, have kids and go to disneyworld
Do you keep a journal or diary?: no
Have you ever had champagne?: yes
Do you wear lipgloss?: sometimes
Where did you get the shoes you have on?: im not wearing shoes :3
What color is your lighswitch cover?: white
When you were younger, what did you want to be when you grew up?: i wanted to be a psychologist
What is the closest red thing to you?: my jacket
Are you allergic to anything?: eggs and dust
What was your mom's maiden name?: she never changed it
Do you own any boxed sets of DVDs?: yep
What was your favorite Christmas present last year?: kate spade wallet
Are you planning on living anywhere besides where you live now?: i wanna move to the us
Find the book closest to you. Turn to page 38. Type line 13.: She brings over a pot of white rice with vegetable bits sprinkled over it and a plate of chicken patties.
What is your favorite fruit?: grapefruit
Is your name Rebecca?: no
Have you ever worn pantyhose on your head?: yes
Do you want to adopt kids? If so, where from?: maybe
How many pirates do you know?: 100+
What has been your favorite age so far?: 10
Does it bug you when people use asterisks to show what they are doing?: YES YES YES
What are you going to study in college?: early childhood education
Do you have a dog?: yes
How about a cat?: no
What color is your hair naturally?: blonde
If you've seen the Twilight movie, did you notice Stephenie Meyer in it?: no
Did you read Amelia Bedelia as a kid?: no
What was the last song you sang?: hey leonardo by blessid union of souls
Have you ever been in a choir?: yes
Quick! Think of a word that starts with M.: mangle
Do you like Chinese food?: yes
Do you own any Coach purses?: yes
Who is your #1 myspace friend?: lucy
What's the last thing you regret doing?: hooking up with this guy in a park
Do you have a good relationship with your parents?: kinda
Showers: morning or night?: night
Do you wear make-up?: yeah
In your opinion, are interacial marriages ok?: the f*** kind of question is this? of course
Do you still sleep with a stuffed animal?: yes
Do you say I love you to just anyone?: pretty much
What color are your eyes?: green
Quote a line from your favorite song.: she likes me for me, not because i hang with leonardo, or that guy who plays in fargo, i think his name is steve
Are you homeschooled?: no
What are you trying to change about yourself?: i'm trying to love myself
How often do you check your myspace?: once a month
What embarrassed you today?: my big stomach
If you went to New York City today, what would you do?: go to times square and the 9/11 museum
Have you ever considered colored contacts?: no
How many people have the ability to make you cry?: most everyone in the world
Do you have an accent? If so, what is it?: i suppose i have an aussie accent
Coke or Pepsi?: coke
Have you ever liked someone younger than you?: yes
Who messages you the most?: lucy or marcus
Who is the most embarrassing person in your family?: me
Finish the sentence. I have lost my faith in ...: humanity
Does it bother you when people exaggerate?: yeah a lot
Have you ever hurt someone you love?: yeah :(
Who was your first celebrity crush?: the redheaded kid from ratatouille
Who will most likely repost this?: nobody :P
If you had to choose, would you rather be deaf or blind?: blind
Are you bored?: yes
Do you wear your hair up or down?: down usually
Off to find another survey, aren't you?: noooo

05/28/2019 07:05 PM 

BASIC INFO ABOUT ME

BaSiC InFo
Name: moe
Birthdate: 29/03/2002
Birthplace: sydney, australia
Current Location: sydney, australia
Eye Color: green
Hair Color: dirty blonde
Height: 165cm
Weight: 66kg

What's Your....
Zodiac Sign: aries
Ethnicity: white
Body Type: pudgy
Favorite Food: sushi
Favorite Drink: screwdriver
Baseball Team: ?
(when) Bedtime: i dont have one lol
Favorite Color(s): pink and grey
Favorite Letter: e
Favorite Number: 7
Candy: fantales
Favorite Animal: pigeon
Favorite Messenger: the facebook one?
Screename: brittaperry
Favorite Store: kmart
Most Missed Memory: playing in the backyard with my cousin
Best Physical Feature: eyes?
Overused Phrase: hooley dooley
First Thought Waking Up: 'im hungry'
Goal for this year: get half my diploma done
Weakness: boys with glasses
Fears: abandonment, needles
Heritage: dutch/irish
Longest Relationship: 1 year and nine months
School's Name: i dont go to school no more
Favorite TV Show: community

Have You Ever....
Drank: yes
Smoked: smoked what?
Dyed Your Hair: yes
Shoplifted: yes
Tried To Do The Splits: yes
Tried To Do A Backbend: yes
Tried To Do A Cartwheel: yes
Tried To Do A Handstand: yes
Tried To Act Perfect: yes
Get A Detention Of Any Kind From Not Doin Anything: no
Skinny Dipped: no
Had Sex: yes
Kissed/Huged An Opposite Sex: yes
Kissed/Huged The Same Sex As You: yes
Been Dumped: yes
Done Drugs: yes
Had A Boyfriend/Girlfriend: yes
Ate Sushi: yes
Loved Someone: yes

In A Guy/Gurl....
Fav Eye Color: blue
Fav Hair Color: dark
Short or Long Hair: long ish?
Height: over 6foot
Weight: either real skinny or dad bod
Looks Or Personality: personality
Love or Money: love
Hot Or Cute: cute
Drugs and/or Alcohol: they can get high n drunk with me :)
Muscular or Really Skinny: skinny lol
Sexy or Shmexy----> lmao!: shmexy

Random...:
How Do You Want To Die?: fast
What country do you want to Visit: the usa
Been to the Mall Lately: yeah
Do you like Thunderstorms: yeah
Shower Daily: ...no
Do you Sing: yes
Want to go to College: yeah

Current...
Clothes: big red puffy coat, grey adidas leggings and grey tshirt
Shoes: no shoes
Make-Up: no makeup
Hair Do: hair out
Phone: iphone 6s
Phone Number: nice try
Location:  home
Weather: windy
Website(s): friendproject

05/28/2019 05:57 PM 

hopeful.
Current mood:  high

its been a while. i lost some people, i gained some. you don't know how much i've been through these past six months. it's been a f***ing whirlwind.


for the first time in a while i feel ok to be on my own. i dont do much of anything during the day and its kind of a wonderland. i get high, i cook, i listen to music really loudly and colour in. i cherish being alone these days, and i'm getting used to the idea when things go wrong i can make myself better. 

i'll be here more often. i feel i've made some good progress in recovery.

11/19/2018 05:43 PM 

i hate the way my brain works
Current mood:  crushed

i hate how i lose what i love, always, through some design of my own.

i hate the obsession, i hate the need for attention
and how it can't be from just anyone
it can't be from someone who loves me and wants the best for me
it has to be from a boy who doesn't like me
or a boy who does but really shouldn't
i hate sabotaging myself every step of the way towards something good
i hate me
i hate me
i hate me
i hate me

11/14/2018 06:30 PM 

pregnancy scare
Current mood:  worried

i'm sixteen years old i've had the implanon in since i was 14 and my period is two weeks late for the first time since then. this alone wouldnt worry me (too much) but i've been slowly checking off each early pregnancy symptoms.


i'm nauseous and cramping constantly.

i literally cannot stop thinking about sushi

my back hurts.

my boobs feel the way they did when they were still growing.

i am peeing like seabiscuit (per se)

i am terrified. i love babies. i want to be a mum someday but i really dont think i can be right now.
the 'father' can't be either. 

i went to the doctor and obviously she wanted me to pee in a cup. i couldn't, right at that moment, for some reason even though i probably produced more than five litres everyday for a solid week. so i'm bringing it in tomorrow - there's a jar of my piss on my bedside table. 

pray for me babies x i am aware its a 99% prevention rate on the implanon but no birth control method is foolproof...

and i am booboo the fool



11/12/2018 09:41 PM 

100 HAVE YOU EVERS
Current mood:  depressed

1. Made out for more than 3 minutes? 

yes
2. Slept in a different bed? 
yes
3. Made out in a movie theatre? 
yes
4. made out with 2 different people in one night? 
no
5. Thought your cousin was hot? 
tbh yeah but just the one
6. Been in love? 
yeah
7. Slept? 
nope. never.
8. Taken a shower with the opposite sex? 
yes
9. Gone over the speed limit? 
i don't drive so no
10. Painted your room? 
no, not myself
11. Drove a car? 
nup
12. Danced in front of your mirror? 
yess
13. Gotten a hickey? 
yes
14. Been dumped? 
yes
15. Stole money from a friend? 
i have not
16. Gotten in a car with people you just met? 
yep
17. Been in a fist fight? 
yep
18. Snuck out of your house? 
kind of? i haven't done the whole 'wait until the parents are asleep and then climb out the window' thing late at night but i've shoved myself out the window once or twice when i didnt wanna deal with them asking me questions (about where i'm going etc or if im in trouble)
19. Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back? 
yep
20. Been arrested? 
yes
21. Made out with a stranger? 
nah
22. Left your house with out telling your parents? 
yeah heaps
23. Had a crush on your neighbor? 
no
24. Ditched school to do something more fun? 
i ditched school in year 7 to watch daria in my underwear and cry. so, yes
25. Slept in a bed with a member of the same or opposite sex ?
yes
26. Seen someone die? 
fortunately not
27. Been on a plane? 
yes
28. Kissed a picture? 
as a joke
29. Slept in until 3? 
yes
30. Love someone or miss someone right now? 
i love one person, and miss two people rn
31. Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by? 
yeah :) cute memories
32. Made a snow angel? 
i've made a sand angel :( i'm australian sorry
33. Played dress up? 
yeah
34. Cheated while playing a game? 
yeah
35. Been lonely? 
yeah :((
36. Fallen asleep at work/school 
yeah, in the sick bay a number of times
37. Been to a club? 
nope
38. Felt an earthquake? 
no
39. Touched a snake? 
yeah they freak the f*** out of me though
40. Ran a red light? 
don't drive, answer is still no
41. Been suspended from school? 
not for behavioural reasons but once i was excluded until i saw a psychiatrist
42. Had detention.. 
no, they dont give them out frequently where i'm from
43. Been in a car? 
yeah
44. hated the way you look? 
who hasn't
45. Witnessed a crime? 
i've been to a few parties, yeah. and my parents used limewire when i was a kid.
46. Been lost? 
both literally and figuratively
47. Been to the opposite side of the country? 
i actually haven't!
48. Felt like dying from embarrassment? 
hell yeah
49. Cried yourself to sleep? 
yeah :/ you gotta do what you gotta do
50. Sang karaoke? 
hell yeah
51. Done something you told yourself you wouldn't do? 
everyday bro, with that disney channel flow xP
52. Laughed till some kind of beverage came out of your nose? 
no
53. Caught a snowflake on your tongue? 
i aint never seen a snowflake but i've eaten sand before
54. Kissed in the rain? 
yeah :) good timess
55. Sung in the shower? 
yeah
56. Had a dream that you married someone? 
i think so? i forget my dreams
57. played getting married? 
awe, yeah :')
58. Got your tongue stuck to a flag pole? 
no
59. Ever gone to school partially nude? 
...no
60. Been a ? 
been a what
61. Sat on a roof top?
yeah, my first high school had playgrounds on the roof
62. Didn't take a shower for a week? 
currently on day 8 :( i'm relapsing a bit i think
63. Ever been too scared to watch scary movies alone? 
i won't even watch scary commercials alone let alone an entire movie
64. Played chicken? 
nah
65. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? 
no, i'm not sure anyone in real life ever has
66. Been told you're hot by a complete stranger? 
yeah, nice drunk girls at parties and weird creepy men on the street
67. Broken a bone? 
no!
68. Been easily amused? 
im frequently amused, so i suppose
69. Laugh so hard you cry? 
yeah, it actually kinda hurts xD
70. Cheated on a test? 
yep, went into the bathroom to look something up on a commerce exam
71. Forgotten someone's name? 
yeah
72. Blacked out from drinking? 
i would say i got rather close last saturday (not a humblebrag it sucked) but nah
73. Played a prank on someone? 
yeah
74. Gone to a late night movie? 
i don't think so i might take evie out soon
75. Made love to anything not human?
no wtf
76. Failed a class? 
yeah
77. Choked on something you're not supposed to eat?
some plastic and rubber stuff i suppose...OH
yeah. i vomited. pretty gross.
78. Played an instrument for more than 10 hours? 
at once? no
79. Cheated on a girlfriend/boyfriend?
kinda done stuff in grey areas :( not my proudest moment
80. Did you celebrate the 4th of July? 
no. australian. i do however celebrate it on the sims, via 'barbeque night'
81. Thrown strange objects? 
sure?
82. Felt like someone? 
like someone in particular, or have i ever just felt like a worthy person?
i know have felt better than i do right now, i got really close to feel worthy this year
83. Thought about running away? 
yep
84. Ran away? 
not seriously
85. Had detention and not attend it? 
no
86. Made parents cry? 
yeah
87. Cried over someone? 
yeah
88. Owned more than 5 sharpies? 
yeah i had like a 24 pack
89. Dated someone more than once? 
no, don't think so
90. Have a dog? 
i've had two! max died this year, he was a pomeranian x poodle and we miss him dearly. but we also have a cavalier x poodle called beatrix whom i love
91. Own an instrument? 
i have a baby taylor, a ukulele and a clarinet
92. Been in a band? 
i might be in one soon
93. Drank 25 sodas in a day? 
no.
94. Broken a cd? 
yeah :(
95. Shot a gun? 
nope
96. Been on myspace for more than 5 hours? 
i wish
98. Have a major crush on someone right now? 
i have a little baby one i guess
99. Have a religion? 
i've been raised catholic
100. Thought about what people would say at your funeral?
yeah, it's a worrying thought

11/07/2018 10:58 PM 

Lyrics Tag: Pure Heroine


⊱ ────── {.⋅ ♫ ⋅.} ───── ⊰


Album Lyric Tag


Tag Originally By: Joey/Pokemonbecky


Challenge: Choose your fave album (or any album really!) and choose your favorite lyric from each song on the album. Explain why it's your fave (or don't!)


I Tag:  the girl reading this

I Choose:  Pure Heroine - Lorde

1st Track: Tennis Court
Favourite Lyric:
I'll fall apart, with all my heart
You can watch from your window

2nd Track: 400 Lux
Favourite Lyric:
You pick me up and take me home again
Head out the window again
We're hollow like the bottles that we drain
You drape your wrist over the steering wheel
Pulses can drive from here
We might be hollow but we're brave

3rd Track: Royals
Favourite Lyric:
And I'm not proud of my address
In a torn up town
No postcode envy

4th Track: Ribs
Favourite Lyric:
I want 'em back (I want 'em back)
The minds we had (the minds we had)
How all the thoughts (how all the thoughts)
Moved 'round our heads (moved 'round our heads)
I want 'em back (I want 'em back)
The minds we had (the minds we had)
It's not enough to feel the lack
I want 'em back, I want 'em back, I want 'em

5th Track: Buzzcut Season
Favourite Lyric:
And I'll never go home again
Place the call, feel it start
Favourite friend
And nothing's wrong when nothing's true
I live in a hologram with you

6th Track: Team
Favourite Lyric:
Dancing around the lies we tell
Dancing around, big eyes as well
Even the comatose
They don't dance and tell

7th Track: Glory And Gore
Favourite Lyric:
It's clear that someone's gotta go
We mean it, but I promise we're not mean

8th Track: Still Sane
Favourite Lyric:
But this is summer, playing dumber than in fall

9th Track: White Teeth Teens
Favourite Lyric:
I'll let you in on something big
I am not a white teeth teen
I tried to join but never did
The way they are
They way they seem
It's something else
It's in the blood

10th Track: A World Alone
Favourite Lyric:
All the double edged people and schemes
They make a mess
They go home and get clean

11th Track: No Better
Favourite Lyric:
I'll pull the trig if I want to
I pull the trick and it comes through
I'm chewing gum and it's killing you
We're getting dead and it's the right way to do it

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