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09/19/2022 10:31 AM 

go look @ my website on neocities
Current mood:  bouncy

idk if i ever mentioned this b4 but i have a neocities site!!! made it all by myself w some help from the Brain Gang and also html help forums lol. i add new stuff all the time so go look at it nd liek sign my guestbook or something. or read the mile long page of personal information abt me LMAO.

also im gona put up an art gallery soon so u can see my art & stuff!!!!!!! look: https://159.neocities.org/

09/09/2022 11:29 PM 

echolalia of the day/week/eternity
Current mood:  understimulated

I'm working for an hourly wage (ah)
Went to high school, didn't do great
Still I gotta make more cash
More education is what I'm looking at
When I get a degree I will make a bigger salary
So now I've got to see
Which college is right for me
I went on the internet
And found education conn-ec-tion
I did some free tests
To find out my direction
I'm taking my classes online
Gettin' my degree on my own time
Education connection matched me with the right college for free
Get connected for free (free)
With education connection
Get connected for free (free)
With education connection
Get connected for free (free)
With education connection

08/05/2021 01:47 PM 

yknow what, im about to say it
Current mood:  annoyed

i honestly hate how th internet has become. i mean, it used to be ur mothaf***in oyster. ppl building their own personal websites & being able 2 customize it however they wanted. message boards & web rings for anyone with a common interest. 

these days the most u get to do with ur typical social media is change ur icon & if ur lucky, a header image. no wonder kidz these days are circling back to sites like this, neocities & building their own pages on carrd. bc it can look however tf u want it to. not this stiff, set in stone minimalist sh*t.

and not 2 mention sh*t like websites selling ur data and devices spying on u to advertise. its sick. i miss the crazy, fun wild-west of the internet in its infancy & adolescence. and i hate this plain, big brother type sh*t we have today. they can hardly even show you sh*t in chronological order. its purposefully designed to put people who were already popular and famous at the forefront, while artists and content creators struggle 2 make a name for themselves or be seen at all. i h8 it!!! i h8 it all to hell!!

05/04/2021 05:51 PM 

the tales o' snails

today i have been doing nothing but researching land snail care. lemme tell u why.
last week it was pretty cloudy, humid & gross. it rained a lot, so a bunch of snails came out to enjoy the wetness. soon after tho, as texas so often does, the clouds cleared away and it was hot & dry again.

i didnt kno this, but when its too dry or hot for snails, they go into a dormant "hibernation" state where they curl into their shells. their heart rate slows down immensely, along with their breathing, so they can stay like this for a long time while they wait for the next rain.

i saw someone had 'revived' snails by gently misting them w water & i was like! what ! so i went outside, picked up 6 dormant snails from the yard & gave em some moist. nd..yea. within a few minutes they were up n at em, crawling around. 

i saw another super tiny one outside, so i brought him in too. over the day i made their little space more livable, adding soil, plants, some wood chunks to climb/shelter under & some spinach to eat.

theres 7 of them in total, and their house is preeetty small, so im either gonna divide them into two small habitats, or one big one.

i gave them names tho! theres lil slugger, feldspar, howell, rose, turbo, sample janice, & jethro. lil slugger is named after the kid from paranoia agent, feldspar is named after. Well..feldspar. its a mineral. howell is named after howell from bee & puppycat, rose is named after rose from homestuck, turbo is Not named after the snail from the movie but rather the snail from the game snail mail. sample janice is named after a "sample" drivers license from tennessee which i think is rly funny. and jethro is named after jethro from ok ko. 

so..yea. im just gonna be keepin em, feeding them and taking care of them. initially i planned to return most of them to the wild but. over a day i literally fell in love so much. i hope they like their little zone and hanging out in wet dirt !!! i have children. they are all snails.

01/10/2021 01:52 AM 

yknow what this bothers me
Current mood:  blah

i started thinking abt this a little and i was like. hm. kinda pisses me off a little. so here i am.
something that rly irks me is when people talk about how "(social media website) is so toxic!" and for one reason primarily. on social media u can practically curate your experience Specifically to you and who/what u want to see. it is Literally up to you what you see. if someones posting something u dont like, unfollow them. u can follow, unfollow & block literally anyone u want. 

dont fault the website for hosting things u dont want 2 see. unless that something is actually illegal/dangerous/rulebreaking, then its 100% up to you what does & does not appear on ur feed.
thts all. tht just bugs me when ppl say tht. like, bro. u get to choose lol.

12/14/2020 04:15 AM 

AAAAA (witnesses account)
Current mood:  moody

every year whn my birthday approaches i experience existential dread bc i am very afraid of the realization that Tangible Real Time has passed. in my mind i am exactly the same as i was when i was 12. thats bc of trauma but also bc im autistic & change frightens me. its almost liek i froze while everything else has moves & changed & shifted.

i just. idk. i always have fun on my bday im just. i feel further and further away from myself. its like my body is moving without me. i cant Explain how horrifying & depressing it is. im liek literally abt 2 cry rn. maybe its the Dissociative Whatever The F*** but im not terribly um anchored to my body.....bc um. yknowe. idk where im going w this. i Know i have good things 2 look forward too in the future nd i intend to live to see them but its so odd just floating aimlessly when u thought ud be dead by 16! wow. anyways. im done sorrt 4 the rant.....thing........idk. its lengthyyyy. dw abt me. ill b okay this is just a part a tha Roooootine. im dissoci8ting again so ♥ byeeeee

05/04/2020 11:35 PM 

screamin in the void
Current mood:  awake

uhhh ok long time no blog. i havent had interesting stuff to talk abt and honestly ive hardly kept up w/ my irl journal. i never even finished my last entry lmao.

but uh whats been up with me! quarantine sucks but i still plan on doing stuff i like!!! that involve no other living beings. i plan 2 go out and howllll at the full moon !!! its gonna be so fun im gonna bring like. some paint. and write crude things on things. maybe find some bottles to smash. its gonna b fun fun fun. 

other than that uhhh i have something kinda embarrassing tht i wont talk about. ive kinda sworn to never ever say anything about it bc of reasons but aagghh its lame. i hope im over it soon bc my brain doesnt know how to act normal over those things. i just gotta ride it out.

anyway yeah thats it. go home.

11/04/2019 11:22 PM 

You've Got Mail (Medical Ailments)
Current mood:  electric

ruh oh im gonna talk about my health again everybody clear the funk out.

ok so. i did my sleep study like, last week. the results just came tf in and i do indeed have sleep apnea (or slapnea, as i call it bc who doesnt make jokes about their conditions??) so like....cpap city here i come!! im not 2 thrilled about it lol. its gonna be weird. 

but!!! aside from tht ive been on a fun diet for like 2 months almost and i lost like 20 pounds so far or something so thats wild. i dont feel Physically different but i dont get the urge to snack all the time no more. its magic! !! I F***ing Love Protein. and theres like low carb versions of eeeverything. its tight as hell.

oh and i have to go to the dentist this week which i am pretty excited for bc i forced myself to take better care of myself by simply hyperfixating on dental hygiene. like it worked but normally ppl dont get excited abt having tools in their mouth and drooling everywhere. oh well we been knew that im weird.

im str8 up Abnormal. thats cool with me

09/13/2019 09:51 PM 

what in god's name is wrong with jasper? (an opera)
Current mood:  weird

no its not a real opera. im too sleepy for that.

but anyways i have been MEDICALLY EXAMINED so i have some...things. Occurring. tomorrow i gotta hustle on down to get my knee zapped with an xray and see what the hell is wrong with it. also i have 2 go to the Harmacy to get the dinky low dose zoloft my doctor prescribed. im not expecting much from it but...we shall see.

ALSO i have to uhh go get my sleep study done so i can Then get me very own cpap (its a fun thing that makes u breathe while u sleep!! bc my body sure isnt doing it itself!) which is gonna b a small scale nightmare. and im supposed to have some sort of blood thing done just 2 make sure i dont have anything Scary in my blood.
oh and im like supposed to go on a diet and talk to a counselor which Might suck. bc we get like 5 free visits thanks 2 my moms sweet job but i have. So Much wrong with me and a lot to talk about that idk if i can cram it all in. bc we sure as hell cant afford that sh*t normally.

i swear im not usually this Ailed. things just kinda stacked together. but yknow im Hoping the pills will...do something, at least. and i hope i can get that ol cpap bc it must be so refreshing to not wake up feeling out of breath. ITS MAGic.

anyways YEAH im hyped but also scared haha my body is a prison and i am chained 2 tha wall!!! Terrifying. 

07/29/2019 03:54 PM 

lesbian drivel

my chronic shoulder pain is a goddamn nightmare nd i wish a cute girl would massage my shoulders bc they always hurt : - (

i am so sleepy but have u noticed how beautiful women are like...holey hell !! theyre so stunning and pretty and they make me wanna craft bracelets immediately. i love u have some ...beads. i get so O_O around girls bc idk what to DO i just get possessed by the gay and im like oh f*** oh jeez 

yknow? it sounds silly but its painfully real. but at the same time i just..want to spend time with a girl bc i have dumb jokes and i know constellation things and i write dumb poetry in my dumb gay handwriting and it is just....wowie wow girls make me behave strangely


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