Do yall ever think about what has happened to get you to where you are today? Sometimes I think about how my life is going and I try to equate it to my hobbies and interests. Specifically I think about how my life is like a videogame. I always think about how I try very hard to beat the stage and how I am always collecting coins but to no avail. None of this matters, I try so hard and for what? All these coins I slave myself for just to get some useless trinkets. I fill my life with vainess and lose my connection to god. Sometimes I feel like I should just submit myself to the voices.
