dungeons and dragon struggles :(
Category: Real Life

I am having a hard time writing a plot for my non-predictable chaotic friends. I know I want to base it off of Alice in Wonderland, peter pan, and the secret garden but do it almost like the 1800s meet post-modern affairs. Does that make sense to anyone?
My friends make it so hard to write and with the current campaign going on I feel like all my ideals are just spin off's of my current DM. f***. but like a polite quiet f***. IDK what to do 
I write it like a novel and just force a plot line no matter what or just free-ball it. i am good at improve but what if i choke? would brief point form notes help/work better? I need a more experienced DM.