January 20th 2023
Today was very bittersweet. The workday went by peacefully and slowly. We only had a few things people had put work orders in for. The boss ordered pizza for everybody today as it was Friday. It would have been a perfect workday if the old building manager was still there.
News spread pretty quickly of her termination and people began showing their true colors. Our medical department was practically jumping for glee, which I don't understand why since our old building manager did everything for them.
Another department manager couldn't wipe the stupid grin off his face. This isn't what she deserved.
My father is going to visit her tonight to give her his condolences and sympathy.
When I got home today, I completed my new song, "Self-Crucifixion." It's a song about harming yourself as a punishment in different ways. I played around with a few different things, and I keep going back and forth between liking it and not so please give me ideas on how to make it better.
I found out that my lover didn't go to work because he was ill. He had a fever of over one hundred degrees and couldn't stop sweating along with feeling cold.
He says that he feels a bit better now, I just hope feels a lot better by tomorrow. I don't really have much more to say today, sorry I don't have as many stories or details to add like I did before.