I've realized that eventually it will all be ok.
Category: Real Life
Current mood:  hopeful

I've been feeling a lot happier than normal!
Yesterday and today I have felt great. And it is giving me some hope after over a year of my mental health declining and not seeming to be going anywhere positive. For once I have hope in the future. My mom promised to take me to an MCR concert next year, and I'm hoping I can see them again in Jersey too with my dad! Sometimes it takes a lot of waiting, and a lot of the feeling of being stuck in one place to realize that it doesn't have to be that way. Planning your future helps get out of that feeling, knowing you still have something to work and live for. A month ago, stability didn't seem like an attainable thing for my life. I didn't see myself living past my teen years, some days I still don't think I can do it. But today I feel more motivated than ever to work for my happiness. For me, my career as a Biologist/Actor and the ability to go see more concerts whenever I want is keeping me going when I am an adult. And that is not to say that even with this burst of motivation, I will not have times where we take a few steps backward. Mental health is a part of everyone. When it needs care, then be gentle. And when you have days, weeks, months where you feel on top of the world, allow it to happen! :) I hope whoever sees this could get some inspiration, and learn that it's worth it to keep pushing forward.