I need a LIFE
Category: Blogging
Current mood:  quixotic

I feel like a good 90% of the sh*t I post here is gonna be about him and I am SO sorry for that but I simply have NOWHERE else to rant about how much I like this guy without annoying irl friends LMAO

According to them, I act like a little giggly schoolgirl around him, which is absolutely embarrassing and makes me want to crawl into a ball and DIE. He just makes me SO unreasonably happy. I don't really "text" anyone regularly aside from him. Most of my friends communicate through Instagram since that's the easiest way to exchange videos n pictures n stuff with my android-phone-havin-self. But mister man is a MILLENNIAL and doesn't use social media in the same way kids my age do lol. However unfortunately that means my phone will light up with a text notification and I get super excited that it's him and boom.

It's my mom.

I just want to talk to him 24/7... or at least a ton like we used to over the summer. But I'm scared of annoying him and bad at reading social cues, so I assume everything is negative lol. Basically I try to limit how much I text him. I'm so jealous of this one friend I have who it seems like they text him ALL THE TIME. fhghfhghfghrghghfrghr GOD I WISH THAT WERE ME