daniel's monthly
Current mood:  quiet

the current song: https://youtu.be/4iTTLBw7Q_g
( the other side by love city ) 

hi everyone! i'm a bit late to my monthly, but i wanted to get this september update post in regardless. hello! hi! salut!
recently, i've been floating in a place between okay and not, and fluctuating through and through my motions has been something that is tormentiing to go through, mentally. it's like having the feeling of sneezing held up inside of you for days and days. journaling and talking about my feelings has really helped my mental issues and suicidal thoughts. school has gotten no better, however, and i feel myself slipping underneath the cracks of school and homework. i recently acquired a new sketchbook and.. my art has been going well for the most part. not much has changed since august but im really damn excited for fall because of the weather and colors of the trees haha.

im sick of being used as someone's therapist or diary. i dont want to be texted about your problems or mental health or your sh*t relationships with your parents. there is little room left in my heart for outside sympathy. im simply trying to love and put myself first. but, i think with a little time i can see myself returning back to the happiness i feel like i can have. it's in my nature to want to help others. i want to be able to safely return to that and be able to be someone other's can rely on.

anyways.. yeah that's my monthly. i don't fancy writing long posts so take this for september! i actually plan on flling in the "daniel's monthly" space with pictures of my art, my endevours/adventures and the world around me. im excited on for what's to come! 

- daniel