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the only lesson i have learned in 4 months: things will not slow down. ever. you have to keep up with life now. since i've been doing my own thing since 2020, i notice my own feelings and realize how bad my mental state has been in for so long because there is no school or parent to deflect it. no problem at 15 was as bad as it is at 20 i'll tell you that. i miss the simple times that weren't so simple back then. i feel the same yet completly different. am i losing myself? no. i think im gaining more parts of me. and guess what? things will never feel that simple again, even now, until time has passed and i long for what once was once again. things will not slow down. ever. peace.