tw: yelling, screaming, domestic yelling and screaming, age difference
Category: Real Life
Current mood:  talkative

like, i never thought that it was a big deal, really, but today i remembered one thing. when i was eleven dating fifteen y.o (via internet) i had no idea how to help her out with words, when she was feeling down, angry, etc. so i remember saying to her that whanever she was feeling angry she could take it out on me. i wanted her to degrade me, to yell at me so she could feel better. i didn't know how to manage her emotions by other means. bless her for never using this offer. 
my mother used to yell at me. her mother used to yell at her.