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Struggling with weight (TW: ED) Category: Real Life
Current mood:
contemplative
I'd like to start off by saying I've struggled with my weight for 4 years now. I used to be bulimic, especially in my last year of middle school. At one point it got so bad that my doctor. who'd been encouraging me to lose weight since I was in third grade, told me I needed to gain weight. I weighed 106 pounds and could barely manage to keep my food down any time I ate. Even now I have issues similar to acid reflux, where every time I eat, my food comes back up my esophagus. Recently, I've been gaining more weight than I'm comfortable with, but I look better now than I did when I was losing. So I'm not sure how to feel. On one hand, I want to lose weight, but not an unhealthy amount. On the other hand, I know if I get back into losing weight it's going to become an obsession again, and I might go back to the old method. I want to know if any of you have any ideas or tactics that I can try to lose weight in a healthy way. Thanks ♥
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