I'M BACK BITCHEZZZ >:3
Sunday, May 8, 2022 - slad bloggg
hi every1!! :p sooo it's been legit the entire school yr since i posted.. nd i officially done w high school classes + also officially 18 yrs old ! ngl it feels kiiinda crazy to know i'm done w that hellhole of a school -.- but it's finally ovah !! toward the end of the school yr , alot of issues started coming up w my mental health , nd i realized how poopy my friends are. i also got put on medication which kinda made me feelll weird abt myself for some reason.. i have a bunch of internalized problems lolll.
but on the bright side ,, i know now where i'm going to college !!! nd the fact that i AM indeed GOING to college hahah.. i was worried i wouldnt be able to bc of money , but i got a good scholarship nd everything ^.^ soo i'm beginning to look forward to whats coming up in tha future :3
one problem i've been dealing w/ alot recently is [TRIGGER WARNING :( ] food stuff n body image. my eating disorder habits r kinda coming back , and i'm trying to combat them but .. intrusive thoughts r kinda winning rn.
anyway , back 2 the good. tmr for this thing my school calls 'senior experience' , i get to make an album!!! which means i get to start making music again !!! im soooo excited . lots of good things ahead, i just gotta stay on track.. nyway , ik no one 's gonna read this but much love to all!!! ♥ cya in the next post ^^