seasons greetings
Category: Blogging
Current mood:  blank

MY senses are assaulted with the scent of summer, as if to spit on the fact that it's my birthday month, and to disregard my preferred weather for the spring season.
  

I have no idea how long it's been since I've updated my blog on here, but I've been enjoying writing "logs" on my personal website. I won't get too personal, this is the internet after all, but some things have been going on in my household, I suppose, and it's been a lot of heavy stuff to deal with, endlessly, for a few years now, and currently there is "something occurring", I guess you could say. Overall, the atmosphere here is weird.
Anyways, I've been practicing driving recently, and that's cool, maybe I really will get my driver's license in this lifetime. I was really into racing and racing games in my childhood, and I guess still now, but I haven't ever been eager to get my license. I really like cool cars, but I'm not in a hurry to get one of my own, gas is super expensive, although it would be useful to be able to drive, since I live in the middle of no where and I'm isolated from people, services, resources, everything, etc. 
I hope I get to see my friends soon, it's been since the middle of march since I've seen any friends, which is a better rate than what it has been in previous years, but I do feel lonely. It feels like the only thing worth it in life is hanging out with people you love. I feel so good around people who make me feel good, imagine that. A celebration for a friend's birthday, but I haven't had the chance to make a cake, and I'm not sure if I'll have the time to.
Now onto consumerism, I hate making wishlists, I simply don't need anymore possessions, but I've been trying to focus on investing in things that will enable me to create. I want an art tablet, camera, and a green screen. I've been working on selling some of my stuff, and deciding whether or not to sell my guitar has been a hard decision. I have no musical talent, but what if I need to spontaneously play the trigun opening theme on my guitar? Then what?