Long dayzz

Why do people have to leave this earth? Like why do they have to die? I know I'm one of the few that can still interact with people after the face but that's totally not the point. I wanna pick up the phone and call rather than have all my energy drained. Like very few people know all of me all of my heart and thoughts they're so gaurded and I want to be better but it's hard you can tottally fall in love with a soul at the wrong time and it's no ones fault I wish we would have met a few years earlier maybe it would have never mattered maybe you don't even think of me.although I can practically read your mind and know you do but I'm still an emo girl