I have never felt more lonely than I have ever felt before. I wrote this on my other diary but my dad doesn't want me to read books at home anymore. He took my chromebook usage away from me so I had to read because I was bored! He made this stupid excuse that I should read books that my teacher assgined to me to "expand my reading." Does he think I'm stupid!? I know that he has an agenda for me. He wants to see me broken, but he sees I have been looking okay ever since, so he takes everything I enjoy. I hate him so much, I want him to die. I know people should be careful for what they wish for because it might come true. But no, I WANT HIM TO DIE. It's weird though because it was my mother who stupidly accused me of witchcraft and her schizophrenic mind has been her fault, but I just have this burning hatred for him and I don't know why. Ever since this situation started again you can tell how badly he wants to seem important. How f***ing pathetic of him. I don't believe in my moms crazy talk but it's funny he thins he has some ''special powers.'' Pathetic. I hate I'm afraid of him. All he does is shout really loudly and scaredly and hits little childre and women. He thinks he can just erase his past by giving himself to god? I remember how he used to beat my mother for stupid reasons and got my mother arrested and sen to prison for defending herself against HIM! He has this hold on everyone so he can get away for whatever.