Day Forty Five
Category: Blogging
Current mood:  angsty

Hello, sorry for not coming back on new years like I should have, I haven't had very reliable wifi/internet lately. I'm going to try to be much more regular about this again although it is one of my lesser strengths. I missed blogging here though so hopefully you'll see a bit more of me. This mornging I woke up from a terrible nightmare and it kinda stirred me LOL. A bit of a rediculous concept behind it but I guess you can't control what scares you in your sleep. I started a dream journal. It's going really well so far I'm excited. I have been really  excited to get my new phone lately. It's gonna be such a relief because my current phone is really fallling apart. I will be able to blog from my phone which I don't prefer to do, but it comes in handy when I'm somewhere without the laptop. I am also hoping to get more iCloud storage because we've run out and I can barely do anything on my phone. I don't even have enough storage to update my tiktok counter thing LOL! It's kinda rediculous. Anyways let me update you on the interesting stuff now. That boy, who was my friend and I told you I liked. Him and me DEFINETLY have some type of thing going on now because omg. He slept over multiple times during break, even once I snuck it behind my parents backs. Which sounds more evil than it was, I promise. We cuddle all the time, he kissed my on my face the other morning while we were laying in bed, he is so pretty it rly drives me nuts sometimes. We've done some other stuff but we haven't kissed, and we've NEVER really addressed the fact that we b doing all that gay sh*t. Cause like, idk confrontation is hard? LMAO Anyways I do like him but IDK what I rly want from him rn anyway, so I'm totally down to just keep doing what we are. However, last night or the night before he said something to me that got me all types of emotional. Just not something I had ever had someone say to me and I guess something I needed to hear. So yea, that was nice to have happen. I'm procrastinatin school work so I should get on that now. I'll TTYL.