vent
Category: Real Life
Current mood:  anxious

idk how to feel, idk how to act, Ive been so streess out lately
I had a desrealization episode not long ago, it was awful
happend while I was in the bus on my way home, suddenly these thoughts came, teeling me that none of this is actually real, that Im alone and that everything is a lie
i hate those thoughts, but the worst part is when I arrived home
I saw my little brother and... I didnt... feel like he was real, like I didnt see him as a real human, just a mere hallucination
IT WAS AWFUL
I just went to my room to cry, a part of me says that Im just being a liar, that im just exaggerating
I feel nauseous