conviction

trying to convince myself that i am loved and not used.
trying to convince myself that my friends aren't only around when they need me.
trying to convince myself that when i need it, someone will help.
trying to convince myself that i do not constantly make mistakes.
trying to convince myself that there is a future to work towards.
trying to convince myself that the next few months will make it worth my time.
trying to convince myself that i can survive.