you are all of the colors of my favorite season.

Do you still feel the same?
i can't imagine you do.
i see you in the arms of someone else like a preminition.
And the worst part is, I'll never know for sure -
We've put our fate in the hands of a coward...
Maybe I see you as yellow because you're a constant reminder 
of the color of my belly. 

Do you still carry my same delusional daydreams?
The same irrational hopes? 
You are so beautiful in the light of my mind, rose-tinted and gold.