5/13/21
Current mood:  exhausted

god, today was so tiring, did online class, homework then went to work and then did more homework. at least I'm finally done now. work was actually pretty okay today, it went by really fast but I had no energy bc I hadn't eaten yet, although there was enough to do to distract me from my hunger pains. i think my eating disorder is getting to be really bad again. i want to get better but I also don't at all. my boyfriend barely talks to me he's always too busy on discord which really sucks, I just want attention. on a brighter note, last night I impulsively bought two new books. i bought a crime in the neighbourhood by suzanne berne, and a poetry collection called poetry pharmacy, so I'm super excited for those to come in the mail. i really hope I can skateboard tomorrow and maybe even work on my painting, idk we'll see.