I didn't post my daily blog yesterday bc after work I hung out with some friends. Ironically, the same ones who haven't been inviting me to dnd. Maybe I'm just thinking about it all too much, idk. It's easy for me to get in the mindset of everyone actually hating me and just lying about it. I feel like that with everyone right now except for Bun. I just get in these moods. Another friend of mine, or someone who says we're friends, moved 4 hours away recently to live with her boyfriend. She said whenever she came back to visit she'd come see me, but she's here visiting now and didn't even text me. I shouldn't expect much from her though she's also the one who just randomly ghosts me for months on end, especially if she gets a new boyfriend. But it's fine, I'm vibing. Sad vibes, but still vibes. Other than that today wasn't too grand. I went to work in a good mood, but didn't leave in too good of one. People just bother me. I'm also having withdrawls from not being able to smoke or have caffiene. Headaches and irritability. I'll deal, I got a new pack of cigs yesterday. Just can't smoke them yet. I also saw my little brother tonight bc my dad took me home from work. He was excited to see me when I got in the car. I love seeing him, he's fun. He's only four but I hope he loves me and continues to.
Hm, nothing else interesting happened. I wanted to drink last night but I have to wait until my mouth is completely healed to consume alcohol. Too worried about dry socket or it not healing properly.
We're having a babyshower at work tomorrow for one of my managers. I got her some diapers and a little robe for her and a matching one for her baby. That's what she said she wanted, so hopefully she didn't get it for herself.
Once again I'm so glad no one subscribes to my blog, it's become my daily diary type thing. I had a physical journal but it's a lot of work to write in daily and I end up forgetting about it. It's easy here bc I'm on here anyways for the other aspects.