pls think 4 me i cant bear 2
Category: Blogging

the energy in the house has been weird lately. maybe it's because i haven't been in it as much. lot's of good things and, now, equally not so good things have been happening, which is why im not used to this feeling. is that was normal life was like? has it really been that long? a year and some months doesn't seem that long, does it? too many questions, i apologize. anyway, to put it short my grandma might not live for much longer. the shock is still there so i feel numb at the moment. i don't want the kitten anymore, the timing is too sh*tty. i've been binging sooo much lately man i love my friends dearly but holy f*** i don't wanna eat anymore. my body is so out of wack now i'm late on my period once again (surpise surprise). normally i don't start out with the bad news/updates first but the bad things are pretty much the only things on my mind right now. it would also seem selfish to gush about the good things. hmm. i'll save that for another post. peace.