my mood and opinions on things change so much. i think i sometimes try to purposely change my views on things to seem more edgy. idk if taking 5 pills in one go is too much but i did it cuz im cool. im also kinda desperate to stop my mood swings and dont wanna rely on manifestation for everything. its also so hard to stay focused on things and get bored so easily now. i feel so tired out and just wanna sleep all day. i also wanna go out and do sh*t but its my fault for being unmotivated. i wanna take a nap.