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daniel

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Gender: Male
Age: 19
Sign: Virgo
Country: United Kingdom

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June 23, 2020

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03/06/2021 09:01 PM 

feeling not so good

I feel alive for the first time ever, and it's terrifying. I've never really been fully here; my mind was always set to a steady null, but now it's awake and I don't know what to do with all this feeling. It should be amazing, but honestly it's horrible. I'm happy I can feel I just wish feeling wasn't so hard.
I feel like I should be more, do more, as though if I was just slightly more I could be something so brillaint. I could be so much more than i am, but instead i'm just me and I have to deal with this intolerable amount of emotion and there are days where i wish I didn't feel anything again. You can't be a let down if you feel nothing at all.
I'm better now though. my stress and sadness means I'm better. I wish healing was easier though.

 

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