this one got blue at the end

i never updated what happened on valentine's day but that was expected n you all know it. to sum it up, it was less sad than i thought but still had it's moments. for example, i thought i broke my phone while trying to thirst trap bc i dropped it, turned out just needed a new charger (which i got the next day). anyway, hello march!! aka pisces season... no comment. im kidding!! i love my pisces friends n family hahahaha no i am not being told to say this against my will. some exciting things are coming up folks. not like anyone reads this ofc - except maybe gisselle which in that case heyy - but i like to pretend regardless. my shop got a spot at the upland art walk which is very swag. me, sonia, and dana are gonna meet victoria's boyfriend for the first time :0 i think it's gonna be fun. oh yeah!! destiny n the girls are having a picnic but since it's the same day i'm only gonna be able to make it to the sleepover :( that's happening on saturday, and on thursday i'm hopefully gonna get hella crossed which i haven't been in fat minute. we'll see if that ends up being interesting. other than the plans i'm having for once i've been running errands n feeling very productive. has anything else mentally changed tho? nah... but i just gotts give it time right?? that's what everyone keeps telling me anyway. i'm tired of being patient guys. ik that's not how life works but idc. grrr. very annoyed that even when i have a good change in environment my brain still stays the same :/ that's how you know this depression is real. i'm sorry to my friends who have to deal with that. but i hide it good so they honestly probably don't know i haven't gotten better. it's not aS bad, which is good, but still. sh*t maybe i am getting better. let's not jinx anything now. peace.