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bloodstained Category: Poems
when will this cut scab over? it feels like i've been bleeding for centuries. everything i love’s been stained a dark red, and it's getting harder to wake up.
if this cut was fatal I’d be dead ten times over, but mercy has yet to meet me.
i live to die, and i each day i wake knowing i have one less to go.
maybe if god were to send me an angel things would change, maybe i could learn to live to live. god and fate are lies anyway.
if i were just a little younger maybe i could die for/of this. some kind of f***ed up martyr proving love doesn't exist.
i wish i had a crystal ball so i could memorise my first kiss. so i could see you. just once.
or will i die in the cold? bleeding and alone and spiraling down screaming about how i knew this was how it was all going to end. after all, someone has to die this way, and i can’t seem to believe that i’d find the medicine i need.
i never fit the criteria for any of them. i’m going to strip back this metaphor now to tell you that i have issues with the way i look and sound and feel. and i’m not sure i can see past any of them.
i think that i could write this until the end -- whether that be the end of life, or the end of pain.
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