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sometimes when i see people who are attractive and have the perfect body and especially when they have talents(ex. drawing, sports, etc.) i dont have(i doubt i even have 1) i just feel so inferior? if i had to describe it they would be a giant or somthing and im just a tiny person and they're laughing and stomping on me(sorry this is weird this is just how i would describe it) but at the same time i just want to be better than everyone else i want other people to envy me and wish they were me like i just want to be the best in the whole entire world that no one can beat and worship me you know?? idk this is weird but this is just how i always feel about other people