Winter Break and Homework
Current mood:  blah

I finished my 8-week internship at a fabric store and am now on winter break. 
I have a lot of schoolwork to catch up on but I've been feeling pretty unmotivated all through my senior year so far... I'm hoping to just take it slow and not stress myself out too much over my work but it has been hard since I hold myself to a very high standard and it feels like no matter what I do there's always something I could do better. I'd like to think that perfectionism is a good quality to have but not in my case where my standards often keep me from being productive. I try to tell myself that its always better to have something that's mediocre but finished than perfect but forever in progress but the humiliation of having to face my peers and my teachers to show off something I'm not proud off is the worst feeling...
I've mentioned it in a previous post but my plan is to study art at uni so I'm trying to focus more on my art and building a portfolio over regular schoolwork because if I'm too much of a depressed mess to do one thing I might as well put all my energy into something I enjoy more. 
Why do all my blog posts start as cute life updates and end as depressed rants? Anyway.. here's a bad bitch graphic to cheer you up after this downer...