man i hate school (ू˃̣̣̣̣̣̣︿˂̣̣̣̣̣̣ ू)
Category: Real Life
Current mood:  frustrated

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            ☆ﾐ   Online classes sucks  ☆ﾐ

online classes sucks, i'm glad they will end soon cause' i just want to rest. 
Everyday i'm always like, aaaa, so much assigments and so much stuff i
clearly don't like and i'm not used to. It was hella hard at first but now i 
manage it better (i think) but it doesn't matter how much effort i put, it's 
always the same, my schoolmates show their work and their high grades
and i don't feel enough again, i'm proud of them but i feel myself so tiny.                                             
I wanna be like them but it's so hard, i'm so incompetent, like, i don't know                                                                                                  ☆ﾐ
how they can have so much control with their lifes, really, they not only
have good grades but have social life, they cool and awesome and omg,
why i'm not like them? how much people they offered to the devil? aaaa
i should stop comparing myself with them, i know i'm enough, but, why 
i can't interiorize it well? i don't know, i'm just so tired haha i wish my 
mind could rest as well as my body does when i sleep. Today was a
bad day about that, it's like, i don't know, i can't stand the pressure of
that standard but i really crave it, it's so annoying.

                                                                                                                          ☆ﾐ    I can only see you in my dreams ☆ﾐ
                                         
                                                                                                        today i had a really cute dream, i made a ghost friend, and then he became a
                                                                                                                                                                   human cause' i helped him with that, then we were watching performance, in
                                                                                                                                                                  a second we were in that scene and everyone was dancing and acting, it was
                                                                                                                                                                 so amazing! it was so such a good dream it still makes me smile after all. i just
                                                                                                                                                                  want a ghost friend rn and be in the middle of a epic performance yesyesyes 

omg if you read all of this until here i'm so glad someone read my feeling ⛦◜▿◝
but also i'm kinda like.. hehe i'm shy, byebye  (⭑￫ 𓎟 ￩ ⭑)

thank you, sorry - got7

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