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Category: Real Life
Current mood:  silly

i want to be more active on here. write a blog everyday. but im kinda boring tbh.
jaden writes everyday...everyday. its always about me. he includes other stuff but the main focus is maggie. its cute. it makes me smile.
(he's singing to me rn lmao. blood and tears by danzing. hm...i may be wrong but i have a feeling. i feel like he sings it but his purpose is practicing for the next time he has to sing it to me. idk maybe im reaching.)
anyway, (i get distracted a lot) i try to keep up w his blog and leave a comment behind (im also dyslexic. illiterate too ig). ik he appreciates my comments. 
(lmao hes singing mother by danzig now. lmao. hes putting a lot of emotion into it. hes so dorky. its cute)
so yeah. i hope he sees my comments. he can be slow sometimes lol. its funny.  
ik he'll find my entries. he likes stalking me. he'll be here (hi jaden) 
i hope he doesnt feel bad if i write something that seems a bit off.
i just wanna use this ig to express myself. when i want. bc lets be honest...imma forget about this in like 3 days. 
so yeah, if i use this to express myself, i wanna be honest you know...
ig my problem is not know what to write about. idk.
...i have to make dinner but im not hungry. maybe i'll  just eat a salad today i dont want to eat meat anymore. thinking about it makes me want to cry. idk why i have to have such a hard time w food. like i have enough already. 
i always say that...but its true. i dont need an ed. my whole life has been a huge f***ing struggle w food and i hate it. im over it. completely over it...
ig me being "over it" doesnt really matter bc its still here. itll always be here. 
crap, i needed 2 more games! i need coins on cod. ig i'll be back later. 
imma tell jaden to stop singing now lol we have to get back to gaming.
ok bye!