where will we b?
Current mood:  sleepy

i pulled an all nighter for my midterm.
i cannot believe i am in college and im going to move to japan.
its so odd bc ive dreamed abt it since i was little
a lot of things i dreamed about ended up never happening. sometimes it feel like my dreams r destined to be false.
i hope this dream comes tru
i will make sure my dream comes tru.
i keep thinking abt how i hold myself back bc i am afraid of things
i am afraid 2 move out. and leave my mom
im afraid 2 be alone. but i wont be?
i kinda wanna cry just a little
i know i deserve the things i want! so why don't i feel like i can have them