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Current mood:  aroused

Ok, when I was 15, and had a MySpace, you would have never seen a post like this. I was not the typical teen. I was super "virginal" and innocent. My dad instilled the fear of God into me. I had opportunities to have sex, and I did do other things, but the actual act of having sex was a no go for me. That is one thing I regret. I had a boyfriend whom I did things with, pretty much anything that wasn't sex, and he ended up cheating on me with one of my close friends. In the heat of the moment, I was upset because everyone kinda saw it happening so I responded according to how I thought I should respond instead of my own honest response. I actually didn't care that he did what he did with my friend at all. And while I had no idea what polyamorous was, I am sure that is when I knew I was polyamorous. I just wish I had kept my cool and not responded in the way normal people would expect me to respond.

Still, to this day, my biggest regret is not having sex with my first boyfriend. I have dreams about it often. If given the chance, I totally would. That man was fantastic at everything else and I have a feeling sex would have been crazy fun!

All that to say... I am at work and horny as f***! 😆 I can't stop thinking about sex with my hubby or future wifey, or work fantasy I would love to fulfill, however, my new job location is a no go for my work fantasy! My last location, I came so close to fulfilling my work fantasy and I can't but help think about what could have been. Man, it would have been sexy! Too bad for both of us!