corona tried to ruin my holiday (how could you)

my brother and his girlfriend got a corona scare 
they went to a pub here that is now a whole thing here in nsw and a lot of cases have come out of it 
and they had to head home to get tested and we thought that the whole family would have to go home
but i had a massive breakdown xo
(because i have to rigidly structire my life and put rules in place tp ensure i don't get depressed and its super exhuasting because i feel like im always ont he edge of a clif lmao xo)
but then my mum arranged for them to go some and then my parents and i to stay there (but we stayed inside and didn't go out anywhere) and that wa super good and lovely 
so it was okay overall :)
but oh boy that was a big breakdwon teehee xo