thoughts of des at 12:03pm
Category: Blogging
Current mood:  grateful

good mornings friends im here having a big ass cup of coffee and honestly its dank but thats not what im here to talk about yesterday i had spent time with people i truly care and love that i havent seen in years do to an abusive ex. I finally got over the fear of getting rejected by them and messaged them saying sorry i went ghost for long and i honestly thought they werent gonna respondbut they did and asked me to kik it and for them im always f*** it thats 1 AM im going and everytime i do im always glad i do. these past years i been in a deep depression like 5150 bad and those 3 hours of hanging out with them made me the happiest i been these past three years without them and i they dont even mean to try to cheer me up its just their personalitys being around them brings me a different type of joy that i really cant get anywhere else its crazy its like the rarest of drugs