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warning signs
Category: Real Life
Current mood:
 apathetic
I've been away from home for a bit, so no updates. It was fine. I'm not so anxious about my driving these days, but I don't know if that's a good thing. I'm not really anxious about anything. Not all the assignments I haven't done, not the exams I froze up on and didn't write a single answer for, not the fact that my bedroom floor is slowly disappearing as the tide of clothes and food wrappers and hair and books rises and laps at the base of my bed. I don't know what's worse for other people; the way I've been since March, aka completely frantic, anxious, crying on and off like a leaky tap replaced my prefrontal cortex, but still turning up to school more often than not even if it's in a state of complete panic, and my room still being clean, or if it's the way I am now, where they don't have to deal with my ranom crying and flightiness but instead I'm so dull and blank it's like I'm dead. At least I can watch some shows, probably. I haven't been able to watch even a fifteen minute youtube video since everything those few months ago.
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