I miss theo. At least I can kill myself without worrying about him now :,] I took 8 pills, not enough to kill me but if I took anymore I would puke it all out and that would just be a waste. I've b33n crying daily about him. It hurts, I hurt him. I hope we can be furrends at some point. He's purrty cool.
I average 400 calories a day, which is good ig. Only had 130 2day! Ate some soup and puked it out immediately. I do tht a lot, eat a meal then go and puke right away. Imma have taco bell later!! I've been craving it, but ill have 2 puke it out so
I'm so tired :( I always am now, I have no energy. Ig thts bc I don't rlly eat but it still sucks. I hate being mentally ill and self aware :/ I sometimes eat dinner, but then I puke it all out. Im so tired, I wanna go 2 bed :( im so hungry
I ate so much yesterday, 700 calories. I feel gross. I am gross. I'm only eating a smoothie (130 cal) and some rice cakes 2day. I need to make up 4 yesterday. I'm so gross. I'm so fat. I don't deserve food anyways. Its all my fault. I'm the bad guy, I deserve it all. Its all my fault